fallendawn

fallendawn Jul 2018

Can’t

I don’t know how others
Perceive me But in my eyes
I think I come off clingy
I don’t try to be this way
I really wish I could change
But I just can’t ...I just can’t
Stop caring about you when
You’re on my mind more than
white on rice

My grandma use to tell me that’s like white on rice ....it’s like always there never leaving spot on

#confused #unsure

fallendawn Jul 2018

New Things

It’s so funny how I finally let go of the hurt
He caused me
Someone new came he showed me things
That I never knew I would enjoy
Now I’m experience a new hurt
That he have giving me

#hurt #again #choice #naive

fallendawn Jun 2018

Hurting Again

It hurts knowing you didn’t pick me
Because I have always picked you

fallendawn Jun 2018

Unexpected

I imagined the pain I will feel
if I saw y’all together
I imagined it being like needles
punching my heart
Like my heart being pulled
into pieces
Well I saw you two together
for the first time
I didn’t expect to feel this way
but I was genuinely happy
for you
Your smile was bigger than I ever seen
even with me
In reality my heart was warmed
Not shattered

#hurt #love

fallendawn Jun 2018

feels...

When I look at old pictures
of us
i use to feel
everything
now
I feel
nothing
...

fallendawn Jun 2018

lies...

i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
about you
the sad truth
is
i really do

fallendawn Jun 2018

Time & Time Again

Why do I continue to be
Stupid
For you?
I honestly thought something was wrong
Look at me again...
Falling for someone
Who
won’t catch me