I once read

You shouldn’t fight to stay with someone
Who does nothing to keep you
Maybe this is true ?

Dewdrops On The Grass Sparkle
Like A Rope Of Diamonds

*~Marian~

but the scars
on your arms
aren't as bad
as the screams
in your head

I am not just like my mother or father

I am just like me

I am an individual

I am all I want to be

Society defines us

By what job we tend to do

one hundred and sixty hours a week

I walk in my own shoes

I may have a waitress job

I may live in a council flat

I may not be as rich as you

But what is wrong with that?

I am me, I am many things

I am a girlfriend, I am a mother

I live life the way I choose

and I am like no other

I am a poet, a traveller

I am open minded and free

I am blessed with many friends

I am as happy as can be

I desperately want to cry out loud
I have no courage anymore to face it all
They say there is silver line for every cloud
But then they said I won't stand, I'll fall
Deep inside I have the fire burning bright
Flames which can burn them all up to coal
But still I stay calm and good, being right
Wanting to destroy them with my great goal

You told me it was all a lie
When I was really high
Thinking I won't take it in
Cheating me with my own kin
But the memories on me you tie
Deep inside I brutally die
Just because I'm addicted to jin
But you never know how I've been

i touched your soul
and scribbled my name on it
love, you’ll never get lost again