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 Nov 2018 starchild
Raven
Distant
 Nov 2018 starchild
Raven
Hey
I say

Two hours later
Or maybe even more
You reply
You say
I was busy
I say ok
We talk for maybe thirty mins
Then once again
You say you have to go

Where have you been going?
That's what I wanna ask
But I don't wanna be one of those clingy *** girlfriends
That no one wants

But that's who I am
So why don't I show it?
Because I mean I already have
But even so I still try to hide it

But please
Tell me why
And tell me where
You have been going
Cause you have been distant lately

Youre getting
Further
And further
And further
Away

We used to hang out almost every day
But it was two weeks before friday
So how long will the wait be
This time?

It's already been two days
Which isn't bad
But the longer I wait
The more I get sad
Because the longer I wait
The more I feel you will leave
And find someone better
And I'll never know where you met her

Distant
So
So
So
Distant
But why?

You told me yesterday
And since then all I wanna do is cry

Because it's my fault
And now I don't know how to fix it
So im sorry
But im breaking my promise
Cause the only thing that'll make me calm
Is the splitting of skin
And the smell of sin
As blood drips down along and around my wrist

Along with every forgotten wish

I say
Sorry

I get no reply
Because you're busy

One day
I'll saygoodbye
But once again
I'll get no reply
And you'll be too late
September/23/2018
 Nov 2018 starchild
TEnocho
Could we lay side by side in silence like the letters carved on wood by lovers.
Can we for a moment be lines drawn, symbols of a moment once shared.

T.Enocho
Short n sweet. I just want to lay with you
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Loud
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Everywhere i turn,
i hear noise.
Music,
talking,
calls,
slamming of fingers on a keyboard.
I can't escape the noise.

It's loud.
so loud my ears are burring,
with hate,
and queerness.
then it's quiet,
then loud,
soft,
loud.
over and over again.

School is loud,
Home is loud,
teachers,
friends,
sisters,
brothers.
you can't escape it,
it already here,
it's loud.
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Bullies
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
THUMP THIMP!!!
It rings out across the school,
Teachers and students take shelter.
“Run while you can!!”
Someone shouts.

THUMP THUMP!!!
There coming,
There already here,
You can’t miss them.
They take you to that dark place,
A place were you want to escape,
But never get the chance to do.
A place where schools get shot,
Because people don’t think twice.
Bullies are are problems,
Let’s change that
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Me
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Me
I have been told,
Just be me.
How do I do this?
Do what makes you happy,
Do you like to read?
Then read.
Do you like to jump up and down like a loon?
Then do it.
Always be yourself,
If people don’t like you,
Then they want what you have.
Don’t rub it in there face.
Think first,
But don’t be afraid to be me
Always express yourself
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Lovers
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
She
A girl who loves this guy.
A guy that is so blind he didn’t see her,
Till it was too late.
She left and now he saw his mistake.

He a boy who “loves” this girl,
The girl of his dreams,
The girl that is using him.
He can’t see the true girl of his dreams,
Is right in front of him.
That girl that loves him from a far slowly fades to the background,
Till she is only a memory.
When he looks back all he sees is her face,
Full of sadness,
Hope,
And pain.
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Afraid
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
I am a fried,
Afriad that she will never talk to me,
Call me,
Text me,
But I can never get what I need from her.

So I put these fasodes on,
Not the real me,
Fake me.
Tell me where to hide,
How to escape the pain,
She cased me.
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
All at once people pass me,
Like I am invisible,
Like I don’t exist.
A feeling of emptiness inside,
Stays till I die.

All at once a ringing in my ear,
I turn to look at it,
But nothing appeares.
I start to call,
Yell,
Make it stop some how.

All at once my heart stops,
There in the center of a group,
The perfect guy I have ever seen.
A guy that is admired by all,
A guy that has the perfect smile.
A guy that makes me get up and go to school.
All at once love hits,
Like a hurricane.
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Books
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
My life is like a book.
Neverends,
Never telles you what happened,
or what’s wrong.

You will never hear me complain about things,
Or hear me tell *** people I hate my life,
I will keep my mouth closed,
And hope that no one knows what I am thinking.

I could tell them what’s bugging me,
I could tell them about my leg,
About my heart,
About the pain I feel.
I could do this stuff,
Yet I choose pain then help every time,
I listen to my friends problem,
And add to the collection of sad story’s and pain.

I will look death in the eyes over and over again,
And stil come back.
I could walk on fire and feel nothing,
But when it comes to the heart,
That’s everyone’s weakness.

My life is like a book that never lends,
You can add you story to my library,
I could add it my sad story.
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Leave me
 Nov 2018 starchild
Eevee
Don’t leave me,
Afraid of the pain,
Afraid that I will lose myself in my own sorrow.

Hear me,
Calling you,
Save me,
When you walk away that really,
Really,
Hurts me.
Don’t leave me,
Your all I have left.
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