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 May 2014 Tommy
Kareena
Float away
Far, far away
On some cloud going to the middle of nowhere
Go attached to a bunch of balloons
Of different colors and materials
Or on a carrier pigeon
With a small note on its left foot
The method of transportation is of no importance to me
Just be gone
I'm sorry that I was intrigued
When you told me you loved me
It was my mistake
I just wanted to feel something
That I felt a while ago
The way you talked to me at night
Made me think it was somewhat real
Now all I want to do is forget
But that's what you told me to do anyway
Forget you
                  Forget us
                                   Forget feelings
If that is what you want, I'll forget you
No.
I want to do what I want
I want to forget
Therefore, I'll forget
Goodbye Other One.
 May 2014 Tommy
Kareena
Delusion
Confusion
Deception
Refusion
Hopeless
Intrusion
I am
So
**Lost
 May 2014 Tommy
Amanda In Scarlet
I write of a feeling unknown and unnamed.
It eludes me, it flies away and hides,
Resists examination.
It is huge, it is all, it is everything.
A swelling scream,
A realised dream,
Warping the edges of reality.
Conventions crumble,
Analysis defied,
Ah, what to do?
It is bigger than the universe
And has no name.
Been working on this one for a while. Sometimes a feeling, a mood, cannot be named or categorised, there is no word for it in our language.
 May 2014 Tommy
r
Oceans
 May 2014 Tommy
r
I am here
You are there
Between us
Lies an ocean

A darkening
An overwhelming
A never ending
Hurting pain

If I could take it
Take and drain it
Make it go away
You know I would

Let my arms be your sea
My heart the deepest ocean
Let me drown your sorrow
If only for a little while.

r ~ 5/19/14
 May 2014 Tommy
r
Sorrow is a lonesome river,
she feeds a deep blue sea.
She'll take all the tears you give her;
open the gates and set her free.

When it rains in Georgia,
it's flooding sacred ground.
From Augusta to Savannah,
that's holy water coming down.

Lift your chin up off your chest,
raise your eyes up to the sky.
The flood has reached its crest,
let the warm sun sanctify.

Sorrow is a lonesome river,
she feeds a deep blue sea.
She'll take all the tears you give her;
open the gates and set her free.

r ~ 5/16/14
 May 2014 Tommy
r
Tired Eyes
 May 2014 Tommy
r
Before your eyes fill
with fading,
come rest them here.
Let my shoulders bear
your burden;
let me absorb your tears.
Give this day a rest;
your wounded heart
is weary.
Close your tired eyes;
you've done your best.
Close your tired eyes,
and let me do the rest.

r ~ 5/16/14
 May 2014 Tommy
Amanda In Scarlet
I miss you
At silent, lonely midnight and at angry 3am.
In the timid mumbling of morning,
And the quiet gathering time
As I prepare to leave the house,
Resigned and calm and ready,
I miss you.

I miss you
In the crowded cocoon of the bus commute to work
And the coffee coated sip of 8am.
In the manic chatter of my mid morning break,
And the solitary supping of sustenance, at noon.
When I shrug on my coat, and exit in a daze,
I miss you.

I miss you
Walking home, past smiling hordes.
My house tries to welcome me
Through gritted teeth, I turn the key.
I miss you as I eat again, prepare for bed,
Type this poem, gulp away the lump that's in my throat
And return to stanza one.
I miss you.
 May 2014 Tommy
Amanda In Scarlet
When language is lost, we need never speak.
Listen, and you will know everything.
I begin so softly, this is my prelude,
Your patient silence a reply.
Building notes on notes, I tell you how I feel.
I need not fear; there can be no misinterpretation,
The song speaks for me, clearly, simply,
I am here, you are there, and we are together.
Keys are pressed, strings are plucked, the chorus reached,
Crescendo soaring, tears pour down my face,
But I am not sad.
All boundaries are conventions,
We will transcend them, together.
I imagine a door,
It will open, for us,
If not here, then in another world,
A dream, a page, a song,
A story we will build.
Listen, you will know me
In every way, I am giving you my whole heart,
It is here, in the magic of the music,
Each note a single drop in the ocean,
Yet, what is any ocean, but a multitude of drops?
Inspired by and containing some excerpts from the book, the movie, and the soundtrack to 'Cloud Atlas', and in particular this track :

http://youtu.be/mXttp8_xSHQ

“My life amounts to no more than one drop in a limitless ocean. Yet what is any ocean, but a multitude of drops?"

“Our lives are not our own. From womb to tomb, we are bound to others, past and present, and by each crime and every kindness, we birth our future.”

All boundaries are conventions, waiting to be transcended. One may transcend any convention if only one can first conceive of doing so.”

" If I care to imagine heaven. I would imagine a door opening. And behind it, I would find him there, waiting for me."

  ― David Mitchell, Cloud Atlas
 May 2014 Tommy
r
When words fail
 May 2014 Tommy
r
What do you say to a child in pain
when nothing can ease the burn,
          the hole,
the enveloping wave
          of darkness?

Words are not a chain
to fastly anchor
          one's soul,
to cling, to save,
          to harness.

Time is the only healing rain
to calm the churn,
          make whole,
to fill the vase,
          drown the sharpness.

And love. Mountains and oceans of love.
This is all I have to give.
My words are not enough.

5/15/14
Maria,
Nothing I can say will ease your pain. You are loved.
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