You turned my world upside-down
When you were around
You left me when I was happy
Allowing me to embrace agony
I was in control
Now I’m out of control
You stripped me of my innocence
I mourned your existence
You introduced me to pain
Over and over again
Yet I held your love so close
Blooming like a thorny black rose.
You attached yourself to me like a parasite
******* like a leech, draining me of blood
You grasped my filthy soul with your hand
Then sent me to hell to be condemned
Too addicted to you like crack *******
I yearned for the pain
So you kept on tormenting
Drowned me in seven deadly sins
But frankly, I was happy
To be in absolute misery
I’ve tried so hard to forget you
But I just can’t and you know that’s true.
This wound will never heal
And nobody will understand how I feel
Society spewing abuse
Inching me closer to my noose
I keep asking what’s the point of life
When they keep stabbing me with a ******* knife
I’m no longer the person I used to know
My aching heart is empty and hollow
Now I’m lost in the oblivion
Alone and completely forsaken
****, I’m about to crack
**** it, I want you back.