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3d · 148
an introduction
cianni 3d
my teeth hurt
needs never met

an unknowing liability
eyes wide at life
and i do care


my feelings hurt
cianni May 2
contagious smile, giddy boy
effective man who affectionately impacts
i miss your arm around my neck while i slept
jealous girl, from one to another
pushing you closer to a concept while i wept
please play me another song
and you do
when you can
Mar 6 · 701
above all things
cianni Mar 6
even now, i'm almost as high as i want to be.

indulging in the first bite of the apple was always a thing for me.

and i take my time with it.
cianni Mar 3
i am always in the trees
and the sky that you see
or the flavors that touch your mouth

there's nothing that can be done about it
cianni Feb 25
taking my time on your karma

i know you hate sleeping alone..
you do.
i know you wait by the phone
but for who?

i'm not gonna call you at all.
cianni Feb 21
encapsulated, solely in myself
i called it self care

fainting in the spotlight,
pulling my own teeth in your vision
and maybe i needed that

maybe i liked it

i probably still do.

there is no way to disentangle
the grin ribboning its way into my frame

as it was infrequently dishonest

i savor when firing towards myself
yet the impact flirts with you
a unification of intentness

i am the necessary cupidity
intertwining with your poultry

i am the absolution thinning the air

and i forgive you, but
are you truly honest about me?
cianni Feb 21
it'll never be me
as if i could ever pretend to be free
at all

it would ****
and it does

tell me
have you seen me lately?

i've been simple- intertwined with virtue

may i never hurt you
at all
Apr 2022 · 227
empty
cianni Apr 2022
sometimes when people say that they're empty, it sounds cliche to me.

an oracle
is what you are
to me
until you're
not.

what happens then?
Apr 2022 · 305
bpd pt 2
cianni Apr 2022
god, i wish i was capable of feeling
a little more and
a lot less

god, i wish i believed in you
but you're about as real as i feel
while considering the possibility
that this life is simply
a Wes Anderson movie
Sep 2021 · 892
9/03/21
cianni Sep 2021
what could i possibly do
to be able to keep looking at you
without inching too close
to your burning surface

and what could i keep doing
to stay in your good grace
so i can watch you like a movie
and re-read you like my favorite ballad
on a cold winter night

you would be the one to share your blanket


i felt so incapable of feeling
yea there's so much behind this, i feel like it sounds confusing and maybe it is.
#hi
Jan 2020 · 171
you
cianni Jan 2020
you
All I could think about was you

The day you left, I felt uneasy and sick to my stomach,
and the only thing that stayed was your smell and your name floating around my head

so i sing your name in the most humble way i can so i can cherish every single vowel and note.
Jan 2020 · 222
grow up
cianni Jan 2020
you need to stop leading me on.
you and you and you and you and you.
just leave me alone and grow up.
you boys and girls put a lot of stress on me.
Jan 2020 · 168
2
cianni Jan 2020
2
have you ever gotten a feeling like fire?

this feeling is so aggressive and extremely potent,
which leaves me in the state of
uncontrollable uncertainty.
sometimes i think i'm the only one who really feels it,
but here i am finding it in you.
then again, there is so much light within the person you seem to be
and it makes me want to soul search
in order to catch up.
this revolution is clouding my vision
and is keeping me
from seeing things for what they really could be.
then if i break, i at least know
that the blame is all placed upon myself
since i let you
take me
from me
to give me back
and get me again.
i think a lot more than i should.

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