10 months later
And people assume that I should be done healing
They forget to ask me how I'm doing
They seem somewhat annoyed when I mention you
And maybe it's because they've never had their hearts broken like this

But I?
I have to start all over everytime a holiday passes and it's the first time I'm not spending it with you
I have to start all over everytime something important happens and I have to remind myself that I can't call you to tell you

Every morning I have to start all over because even my dreams don't know how to let you go

Healthy pond lives wild
thriving bumblebees living stung
silently dying
(c) LIVVI

We are so good together before, laughing, dancing, chit chatting.
We spend all the midnight long sharing what's in the mind or how the universe
created so gorgeously and amazingly.
Silly faces and loving touch.

But everything changed so drastically after your ex crush came back to you. The woman you have crush for 3 years.
Why it's scared me so much?
Why i have a bad feeling when you start talk with her?
Am i jealous?
Or maybe she will accept you back to her life and you gonna leave me behind and go to her?

I told you once;
If I love
I love whole-heartedly
But if I let go
I let go completely

Going through another heartbreak
Is really painful
But the pain of
Having unrequited love
Is unbearable.

; So I let you go, whole-heartedly.