I don't understand anything anymore.
I'm lost, My life comes to be depressed and listen to sad music, To cry late at night while everyone is asleep..
My soul is like misplacing
I no longer have reasons to live
I don't understand what happens to me..
I am so disappointed, I'm so bad, but who cares?
Nobody.
Nobody cares.
How do i make myself gets better?
How can i even do it when all i want right now is to close my eyes and desappear?
Drawing a smile every morning became my lifestyle
I lost the one i loved the most
I am everyone's ******* second choice
I am here where someone needs
But i only see backs when im in pain
No one knows my value
No one cares about my tiny little heart
I ain't a ******* monster, am i?
I ain't a ******* game neither my heart is
Don't hurt me and expect me to smile with all my teeths after
I just wanna scream right now
Scream and let it all out
Let all out the pain, the tears
Why is it always me?
Why.. Tell me, what am i doing that's making me suffer?
I just feel like a beautiful God's error
I'm here.. waiting mother of death to come and take me with her
Far away, far far away, forever.