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 Mar 2017 the lost girl
Zero Nine
Doing recreationals under winter under your dim lights
Within the house leaning sideways, deep in the basement
Drinking twice our size in sweet white,
whatever cheap wine
With my humming lips, bless your pale hips in a headspin
You say, "Choke me out."
And when I squeeze, you scream
I'm no top. Better learn it early, right?
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When I become friends with loneliness, everything isn't that cruel
I'm used to the feeling of hollow chest when it doesn't hurt me at all anymore
It feels like I'm floating but my feet are still on the ground
It feels like I have the whole universe on my shoulder but my heart is as lighter as feather
It feels like there is a giant hole but I'm full
It feels so much like chaos and peace at the same time
Loneliness is a curse and blessing
Words from a journal
Day: unknown
Time: unknown
 Mar 2017 the lost girl
chris
songs or stories

don't save people
 Mar 2017 the lost girl
chris
 Mar 2017 the lost girl
chris
I WAS DOING OKAY BUT NOW THE
WALLS I BUILT ARE FALLING DOWN
AROUND ME AND I’M FALLING APART
WITH THEM
 Mar 2017 the lost girl
chris
IT’S 2:38 AM BUT I NEVER SLEEP
ANYMORE BECAUSE
OVER TIME I CLOSE MY EYES
YOUR PICTURE BURNS IN MY
EYELIDS AND THE THOUGHT
OF YOU SITS IN THE BACK
OF MY BRAIN
 Mar 2017 the lost girl
kian
HE CUT MY HEART IN TWO
AND I BLED GOLD
IT WAS MY LOVE FOR HIM
LOVE THAT WAS DRIPPING
THAT HE COLLECTED

AND HE HARVESTED MY EMOTIONS
AND TURNED IT INTO A PIECE OF ART
A PRICELESS JEWELRY
A PART OF ME MADE ALIVE
BY HIM
BY THE SAME PERSON WHO KILLED ME
BY THE SAME PERSON THAT I LOVED SO MUCH
THAT MY HEART
PUMPED OUT GLITTERING
AND SHINING WONDERS EVEN
WHEN IT WAS RIPPED APART

ONLY TO FIND OUT
THAT THE NECKLACE WAS NOT FOR ME
BUT FOR ANOTHER
ANOTHER HEART
THAT WAS NOT YET BROKEN INTO TWO
 Mar 2017 the lost girl
Fay Slimm
Crouched in viewing the shivering cobweb

craftily spanning a waterfall's edge

I saw fine precision-knifed filaments

cunningly strung with infinite wisdom.

A weightless weapon of swinging steel,

death-celled bed spun on gossamer wheel.

That devilish duvet of glistening gauze

betokened real craft as the spider paused

then in obscurity tensed for success,

alert with magnetic insect suppression.

Hairily silent as tensile wires, cleverly glued

met miniscule life of wriggling food

that by moving caught death in but seconds

while spider gave fly lethal injections.

As water's curtain cascaded to ground

and whirling catch-trap spun victim around

fed spider wiped mouth, cleaned sticky legs,

repaired any holes and prepared for the next.
3 generations of dust gathered
on a groove outside my
window,
breeze licks hair licks salt to nose
are we all not
here but to suffer
in our own forgetful minds

This loneliness and sunny languor
is a mirage
so big I cannot fathom
it, nor can I remember
my sadness's Name
i fixed the error, but it trended oops
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