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thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
It’s 12:46 in the morning,
And all I have
Is you on my mind.
Is it because
Of how you mesmerize me
When you smile?
Or how I feel like flying
When you hold my hand?
Or how I feel safe and warm
When I’m in your sweet embrace?
Maybe it’s because
Of the way
You look me in the eyes
And genuinely say
That you want to spend
The rest of your life
With me,
And you wouldn’t have it
Any way else.
Maybe,
It’s all of those things.
thecoffeebeanie Apr 2016
Lay down beside me
And let’s count the stars together.
Keep me in your arms
Right here and forever.

Whenever it will get cold,
Just stay right beside me.
I’ll never do anything
To make you feel lonely.

Because in this crazy world,
Your hand is in mine.
And I won’t let you go
Until the end of time.

I love you so much,
Don’t you ever forget that.
Our kind of happiness
Is the best I’ll ever have.

Lay here beside me,
Let’s count the stars together.
I’ll be here for you always.
I’ll love you forever.
thecoffeebeanie Apr 2016
Staying here
In the pitch black darkness,
All I have is you
On my mind

Our memories,
Our happiness
And your hand
Placed in mine.

Here in my solitude,
In my silence
I just wish
You were here

So I could hold you,
Embrace you
And feel you,
My dear.

As the darkness
Continues to consume me,
Thoughts of you
Keeps me sane

Like your smile,
Your touch
And your warm
And loving embrace.

Though the distance
The separates us
Makes my heart
Badly bleed,

The light in my heart
That only you can give
Is the only thing
I’ll ever need.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
Only heaven knows
Just how much
I want to fall asleep
And wake up
In your arms.
Because it’s you
And only you
Who managed to fix
Someone as broken
And bruised
As me.
Only heaven knows
Just how much
I want to hold your hand
Every time you and I
Walk side by side.
Because it’s you
And only you
Who makes sense
To me
In our messed up
And crazy world.
And only heaven knows,
Just how much I love you.
Only heaven knows
That I want to be with you
Forever and always.
Only heaven knows
Just how much you mean to me.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
You are the one and only
sweet love of my life.
Everything feels right
when your hand is in mine.

It may be too early to tell,
but I know this much is true,
no one can make me happy
like the way that you do.

There aren't enough words
that can perfectly describe
just how happy I feel
when you're by my side.

Captured in your embrace,
that's all I really want.
I wonder, what did I ever do
to deserve your sincere love?

You may never really know
why I chose to love you,
but you should never doubt
that my love is true.

Yes, you're not perfect,
but so am I.
But I don't really care
because you're finally mine.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
I know I’m fine.
I know I’m good.
But right now,
I’m not in the mood.
-
I may not understand,
But sooner or later,
I can finally get
All my thoughts together.
-
You really like her
And she likes you back.
I tell everyone I’m fine,
But they don’t know that
-
Behind my smile,
Is a heart that is shattered,
Torn and bruised,
With its pieces left scattered.
-
But things will get better,
All in the right time,
Yet I still can’t stop wishing
That you would be mine.
-
But you weren’t made for me
And I wasn’t made for you.
So I need to wake up
From this dream that won’t come true.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
My heart no longer skips a beat
When I see you come my way.
Because I love him even more
Every single night and day.
-
I’m not haunted by nightmares.
Your shadow no longer follows me.
Because he’s everything I need
And he makes my soul happy.
-
I’m not lost in the dark anymore,
No longer bruised and broken.
Because when he found me,
He put me back together again.
-
He just loves me so much,
More than you ever could.
He resides in my heart
And he’s there to stay for good.
-
He’s my real happiness.
He is my true sunshine.
With a happy heart, I proudly say
That I can call him mine.
-
So this is my goodbye,
My much-awaited farewell.
I’m no longer burning in flames
And trapped in your hell.
-
Because I finally found someone
With a heart that is true,
And the best thing about him
Is that he’s nothing like you.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
Broken pieces,
shattered on the floor.
The broken pieces
Of my heart,
Just left scattered.
But then out of the blue,
He showed up
And he put me back together.
No, even better,
He made me
Something better.
Someone better.
As cheesy as it sounds,
He showed me what love was,
What true love was.
He’s my living proof,
That all past heartbreaks
And heartaches,
And all the waiting,
Were worth it.
Because he’s worth it.
We’re worth it.
And I swear
That I’ll do my best
And not mess this thing up,
Because, honey,
This love that we share
Is by far
The most beautiful thing
In my world.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
Time can heal wounds
better than bandages do.
Time can stop the thunderstorms
that are inside of you.

Time can mend broken hearts
better than love songs can.
Time can burn bridges
faster than any man.

Time can make you stronger,
more than any other pill.
If you just allow it to,
you can see how it will.

But time is quickly fleeting
in between our fingertips,
so we have to live in the moment,
before we'll get caught in time's grip.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
It's 5:25 in the afternoon
and I wonder about what I'm doing in life.
But then I think of your smile
and then suddenly,
everything feels alright.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
He said he loved me.
I said I felt the same.
And in that moment,
Somehow,
It meant everything.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
I'll only stop loving you
when you've counted
all the stars in the sky,
because, honey, I see forever
whenever I look into your eyes.
Our love may be young,
but I know that it's true,
because no matter what happens,
I will always love you.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
Words just can’t quite explain
Just how I exactly feel
When you’re next to me,
When you’re looking at me,
When you’re holding my hand,
When you’re smiling at me,
And most especially,
When you tell me
That you want to spend
The rest of your life
With me
And only me.
Words just can’t express that.
It’s surreal.
More than amazing.
And I just can’t believe
That after all the heartbreaks,
Heartaches,
Mistakes,
Regrets,
Shortcomings,
And downfalls,
You chose me.
Me.
Out of everyone in the world.
You chose me.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
It’s not dependency.
I know for a fact it’s not.
I know I can live without him,
But I still choose to.
I can do things on my own.
I can live like how I used to,
But I choose not to.
So don’t tell me it’s dependency.
Don’t tell me my existence is limited.
You don’t know us.
Here's to the guy who commented on my last poem. Thank you.
thecoffeebeanie Mar 2016
Take me back to the time
when riding a bike
was the best thing
that I could learn from life.

Take me back to the place
where all I wanted was candy,
to watch my favorite cartoon show
and to sit in front of the TV.

Take me back to the time
when I played games under the sun,
when I didn't care how hot it was
because I only wanted to have fun.

Take me back to the place
full of merry-go-rounds,
a world of vibrant colors
and playful sounds.

Take me back to the time
when scientific calculators
and reams of newsprint
never even mattered.

Take me back to the place
where my heart never got broken,
where imagination soared high
and innocence was never stolen.

Take me back to the time
when I only knew of the truth.
Please take me back there
and bring me to my youth.

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