We wish forever love.
We hope forever peace.
Simple dreams.
Surrounded by complex schemes.
Control by people that lives for distraction.

Then , if you think about it.
We wouldn't want things easy.
That's why God placed conflicts here.

To see, if we could adapt and adjust.
Because truth be told many can't handle simple things.

Simple dreams that we compare to fantasizes.
Which is nothing like our own realities.
What's love?
Without certain problems involved.

first Rock Dove has arrived
silent but for the pull up on landing
just above my head on the roof
the rest of them wont be long in coming
then it will be nodding dances and coo cooos

This is agony
I want to talk to you
But I can't
I want to tell you
The things that I found out
Would they change anything...

I don't know
And the not knowing is killing me
I can't decide what to do
God but I want to say
So many things
But that's the problem

When it comes to you
I say too much
I can't shut up
And it makes you leave

I've been quiet of late, had nothing to say;
I drowned in lethargy and was washed away.
My days turned to dust
and my months to ash.
This half-life scorned me
as my soul near collapsed.

I swear to you
I have never felt apathy so deeply before.
(Haha-haha-haha, oh lord!)
Was that contradiction a survivor
and the hypocrite my saviour?
I dare not hope any-more.

her fairness is
a saving grace
and I don't mean
her fair of face
she isn't cruel
unfair judgemental
intelligent
not sentimental
and for her loves
she's always there
won't let them down
when needing care