Oh My heart aches
aches within Me
but oh how could I
shut you up like
a bird in a cage
gain the body
but lose the soul
then the bird would
no longer sing
Your love is oh so
treasured
if all the wealth
all the gold were
placed on a scale
your heart on the other
it would out weigh this
and the whole world combined
the world is such a paltry thing
and oh the universes
without end within Your heart
How could I shut You up
like a bird in a cage
for the sake of pride
and a brief ****** spasm
when its Your love
and the fire in Your soul
I crave
oh sing to Me sweet bird
sing to Me of love
and give Me the fire in Your soul

I'm pulling and you're pushing
Escape is necessary to survive this crazy state. 
You yell nothing has change we will always be the same
I look into your eyes and notice a new light that burns bright
Yesterday was great but the clouds have rearranged making today, a new day
As you fight this approaching revelation I try to make amends
When this ends I want us to always be friends 
You tell me nothing's over it's getting better than yesterday
I hear in your voice the strain of keeping me close
You're pushing me to stay and I just keep pulling away.

i very strongly doubt
that you have felt an ache
in your bones
as gravely as i have
when you walked away
from us.

if they are soul mates
then what are we

please put your hands around my neck
i need to feel like i'm choking from someone rather than nothing
make me feel like i'm being crushed by by a weight
because right now i'm being crushed by loneliness
give me a physical entity to hate rather than a feeling i just miss
put me in a sauna
that would be more bearable than the heat of your stare
please
make me feel like i've died inside because
that would feel a whole lot better than feeling like
i have just a shell

Friends,
Enjoy the last few drips
Of the blue Summer sun.
Let it linger on your tongue,
Build a home in your eye,
And traverse the country
Between your breaths.
Its raining earth today,
I rather like the dance of
Smell in the air,
Wringing away the Summer.
Get some rest,
Next season,
We all fall.