I Can't hold these tears anymore
I Don't know whether its still love
Or obsession
I tried moving on,
Erasing you in my memory,
Pretending you no longer exist
But like a tattoo
Your name is somehow needled
In my heart
Images of you
Are painted in my head
I daily day dream bout you,
Thoughts of our first kiss
On that college bench
Haunt me Daily,
It was on the 9th of February
Valentine's week
Lovers month
Every time I'm in a relationship
Its pretence and artificial happiness
Reality says I'll find true happiness not
Unless its you I'm with
Its hard to forget you
When you gave everything
To remember,
More harder to forget
I once meant something to you
But now nothing
I've never been so lonely,
This pain
I've never felt
You always knew
How to put a smile
On my face
You're that one girl
who felt more than a lover
My heart will always
Have a soft for
You're that one girl
I'll always love
I miss you
Yours...........
Taetso
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