I just had the most powerful thought I've ever had.
It hit me like a train
dropped like a ton of bricks on my head
knocked me over and took my breath away
It was hard to grasp
I don't have the capability
to wrap my head around it
and to be fully honest
I probably never will
but on the surface
for some reason
I know it could be true
I know I'm not ready to accept it
it's a lot of responsibility to have on my shoulders
the weight that comes from this thought
but I guess
maybe
maybe it could be honest
just kind of hard to believe
but I guess
maybe
there's a chance
people might
really
actually
kinda
like me?
posted this after I wrote it and I've already stopped believing it