Supposed to be a special day,
But I think it's all the same.
Do you think that in any way,
You could light this dying flame?
A year has passed,
Yet I'm the same.
It's not my last,
Still in the frame.
A younger me is left behind,
Truly, I want to see a smile.
My soul, my heart is still so kind,
Yet I can't smile for a while.
I should be happy on this day,
Should be excited for these gifts.
But nothing now goes in my way,
Things have happened, many shifts.
I don't feel happy anymore,
I do not cry any longer.
I have no one to adore,
To help me grow stronger.
And yet, I live another day searching for my dream,
And yet, I live today still searching for ambition.
And yet, Still I want it, to quiet down this scream,
And yet, I manage here to stay, still searching for my mission.
I just hope to find my way,
To have the strength to live today.
