You are the thing
Which is not a thing-
Yet the only thing that is.
And I - a tiny thunderstorm -
with no regard for this.
You are the man
Who is not a man,
And the only one who is.
And I - an angry child -
I am oblivious.
Without you I am nothing,
and still I continue to run;
wreaking havoc as I go.
Bruising everyone.
At times it would seem
I am determined to be nothing.
You are the friend
Who is not a friend,
But the only friend that is.
And I - a tired fugitive -
Undesperate to resist.
I realise Undesperate isn't a word, but sometimes adding 'un' to an emotion just makes it *so* appropriate to your situation, and describes you better than any other word could.