i feel that for so long i've been this rock
one that is made is bedrock - impossible to break through
there's nothing that anyone or anything could do to change me
i'm simply just a lost cause

i reminsce on the days i was able to feel
i was able to feel such a strong amount of emotions, which had its cons
but at least i was able to feel
somehow i became everything i thought i never would be

is there any hope for me? i wonder
will i ever be the same again? i wonder
did he break me, or did everyone have a part in this? i wonder
maybe it's time to accept that there's no turning back now