I was trying to control everything,                                                      ­            
                                                                ­                                                
answer the phone on the first ring                                                             ­                               
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That way of life became exhausting                                                       ­               
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and it didn't accomplish
anything                                                         ­   
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I admitted that I didn't know it all                                                            
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Surrendered & fell into a free fall                                                             ­           
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Free from my trapped head
space,                                                           ­     
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everything began to fall into place                                                            ­                  
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Released from all my mental bounds                                                      
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I had survived being buried
underground                                                      ­      
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I armed myself with a new attitude                                                         ­ 
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and a newfound state of
gratitude                                                        ­                            
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I let my worry fall to the
wayside                                                          ­              
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and learned to really start living
life                                                             ­             
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I found out I love who I am
inside,                                                          ­                      
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  I urge everyone to give it a try

My whole life I've been yearning                                                         ­               
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for someone to make me feel whole                                                            ­      
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and right now, I have been learning                                                         ­           
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      that the cure is right in my soul                                                             ­           
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Looking­ out to fix what's within,                                                          ­              
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while letting the wrong people in                                                               ­       
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  It is now the time that I start filling                                                      
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  my heart with the empty hole                                                             ­   
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  Putting trust into so called friends,                                                         ­     
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  who abused that trust in the end                                                              ­              
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  I am the one who let them in,                                                              ­              
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  I will not be that person again                                                            ­                                  
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I need to start loving me                                                               ­                         
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with all the passion that I need                                                             ­                         
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The love I gave away so easily                                                           ­               
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to those who don't deserve me                                                               ­       
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I can set myself
free,                                                            ­                          
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 by turning that love on me