It's time for me to go.

That time when unknowingly we become friends. Everyday you'll show up to greet me and we would share our favorite songs that made us sing along to them. You would tell a funny stories or you'll be cracking corny jokes just to make me laughing with you. You would read lovely stories or sometimes naughty one just to get reaction from me that say's I am listening. You would read poems that expressed your feelings or would web one from your own that felt good for my aching heart. You would play your guitar or just singing to me just so I'd fall a sleep at the sound of your voice for you know how insomniac I am. When bad days are up, you would listen to all of my rant about me and you would interrupt me by telling all the wonderful things we would do together just to see me smile.  And I would do all of it when the times you're the one who needed them most.

Everyday I would painfully wait for you.

When I can't handle the pain anymore, I told you that we should stop this.

"But why?" You said, confusion written in your soft blue eyes.

I sadly replied with tears in my eyes that put sadness in yours. "I am falling."

Begging me not to stop seeing you. "I'll catch you." with tears in your eyes and my soft heart will concede.

That was three years ago... Those are my happiest and now I must let you go, for your own good and for my own  heart, to stop it from bleeding whenever I long to hear your voice or to see your smiling red pouting lips that would turn your chubby cheeks to pinkish with your twinkling blue eyes.

I have to ... even if this will be going to **** me someday... I have to leave.

I won't say goodbye though for I still need to feel you in my dreams. Memories that would make me smile on the saddest days of my life, strikes on me again.

Mucco Mucco Honey