please don't say i'm "trouble"
to my father
my mother
because i am an attractive young lady
and boys will come calling.
that is not a compliment.
"she's trouble."
that makes me feel like it's my fault
that boys will regard me in disgusting ways,
will want to slip a hand up my skirt,
leave.
make me feel
it's my fault that he doesn't love me anymore
because i wouldn't let him shove his **** in me
like he desperately begged me to.
we've been together for seventeen months
i love you, please **** my ****
no i will not feel guilty
i will not let him take what's mine.
and he leaves to find someone who will bend
to every i love you
and please
over a table so he can bury himself inside her.
compliment me.
call me :
pretty
smart
kind
compassionate
creative
stop saying i'm trouble
because my face is nice
it's not my fault that boys believe
that girls are born to cater to their every
throbbing *******
in sunday church
get down on your knees and pray
face buried in the pelvis of God.
ironic.