See the sun shining and the hillsides so green
The meadows reflecting the faint morning light
The lilies they blossom in nature's wide screen
While the air feels Fresh after the clear pristine night

I love the dewdrops on my bare feet
Anticipating the summer heat
But I have to leave this sweet landscape behind
The blue sky has taken my peace of mind

This beauty was all I have known for years
Since I left you, steadfast but torn and in tears
You gave me freedom to follow my heart
I missed you every second we were apart

I told you I had a promise to keep
A lifetime ago and a love so deep
We will close the circle in a perfect agreement
Keeping my word I knocked out my Demon

I made a vow to come back to you
If you ever only still wanted me to
One last loving look back to the greenfields afar
Don't wipe off the tear as I walk to my car

Memories of past years come to my mind
Distant dreams of a life left behind
Piercing through my heart like cut glass
I smile through my tears while I step on the gas

The road takes me down to our favourite place
Where I told you good-bye through a dolorous haze
Parked the car, I walk down the street
Anxious to see you, I'm stumbling on my feet

Now I am standing on this holy ground
Waiting for you to come around
The sun shines in my face, so gently and warm
I blink and I smile as I wake up in your arms

Closing the circle by using some black magic to vanquish the Demon you created from a singularity. In the circle the two lines will cross in the middle while the outer curves will be the farthest away from each other. For justification the two have to be unified again. Take the deal willingly for a greater good and you will stay righteous. The Devil will give you redemption.

Boy, you're like a dream
I mean, are you even real?
For me you're more than perfect
My heart skips when I look back
To the days we were together
Never cared about the weather
The best life had to offer
In a rose garden I found a four-leaf clover
Without you I'm lost, dead and hopeless
My love without you can't exist I confess
So don't let me wake up
In the cold, harsh world, but stay a dream and keep me
Locked up

Sometimes dreams are more real than reality

There's nothing worse
Than full moon and you are alone
When you risk your life for something unsure
Casually said
And you cheat on the ones who love you truly
For treacherous cravings
Promising you glory in your illustriousness
Giving you nothing but perfidious setbacks
When you think you made it
But then comes the day you evoke your own curse
When you see you made it worse
Abolished, defamed, you lost all to deception
When all you wanted was airy perfection
But there's nothing worse
Than full moon
And you are alone

November 15th, 2016 was a full Moon night and I was alone...

My Darling, she's not good for you
I bet all that she can do
Is complaining about things you do

Don't you see that she's no good
That no way she ever could
Do the things to you I would

Can't hide the truth, I'm no good liar
Quench her whining with my passion's fire
Do me a favour and just pacify her

I'll confess and won't pretend
I really hope that in the end
You'll switch from her to my boyfriend

And you did pacify her... Inspired by a song of the same name by Melanie Martinez, the music video is on point.

I think of the day
When you were all mine
It feels like a much longer time
Than one week ago today
Maybe it was my last chance but I made it
And still you're like a string that is not to be cut
Tied around my neck, but I'm not afraid yet
As long as I keep my mouth shut
Tightening every time I try to pull you closer
Can't let it slip through my hands, no way you chose her
Can never be sure of my victory
Your love is pure, you act contradictory
But I'd rather suffocate with you choking me
Than living a dead life with no reason to be

Written in November 2016

No matter what happens
I can promise you
You are gonna make it
'cause winning's for you

You are the greatest
We're a perfect love match
We got strength, we got stamina
You're the best, a hell of a catch

No matter what, you never give up
You're gonna win big, I'm not makin' that up
The lying, the cheatin', we ain't gonna take that
Trump them and show 'em that you are the greatest

Inspired by Sia's song "The Greatest"

Boy, buy yourself a heart
Don't let things fall apart
Come on, don't let me go
No no no no no

Don't play me, play it nice
Or you'll pay the price
Baby, you're all I have
Maybe, my love, all I gave
To you, only
Don't leave me lonely
Boy, I exist to feel you, see you
This is bliss, to breathe you, near you
I need you, it's true, I can't do
This without you, this is about you, but I'm not allowed to

Boy, buy yourself a heart
Or mine will break apart
Two hearts, one soul, it's done
They're gonna beat as one

Just a song

City lights reflected by silver clouds
My brand new shoes on the dark, dusty pavement
Following the golden glow down the avenue
High trees, white walls and luxury villas
Marilyn, and Daddy, you would be proud

The cold air heating up on my skin
The JFK hotel, promising decadence as I walk in
I didn't expect this to happen so soon
When yesterday you told me you'd be here in this city of mine
And I've been dreaming of this all my life

Slow steps, the hallway is plastered with pictures
Of high class people
The receptionists treating me like I'm one of them
Getting lost on the third floor
Ready for room 334

You look in my eyes while you talk to her
The lies, the betrayal, it don't bother you
This love is too good to deny it
Smoke fills the room
While you hang up and take my hand

I'll be your mistress just to have you around
In misdemeanor and intrusion
Our hearts are bound together
Double-cross, no condemnation
I'll be yours and you'll be mine forever

Based on a true story... <3

A mini skirt, sweet wine and a bad disposition
We lose our hearts above the city streets
In an instant that lasts forever in measureless addition
Cigarettes, you and my fatal devotion
In a reality where triumphs now again turn to dreams

Written October 14th, 2016

Birds flying under sunlit blue skies
Crowded metro stations at night
A walk in the avenue
Chasing the butterflies

Sharing a kiss that tastes like vanilla
The smoke of your cigarette smells sweet
Fake fur coat over a mini skirt
We're Lolita replicas dressed up as Priscilla

The tears we cry in hotel rooms
Shine like diamonds in a faked card deck
The knife on my skin writes a bloody trademark
On my arm,  your name and 'I love You'

I love You
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