I'm afraid I'll write this all too fast because of how eager and nervous I am in this moment.
Because you are a million miles away it seems, but all I have to do is say your name and suddenly you are...here.
I never knew how much I needed you until I spent months hearing from you, but never hearing you talk to me face to face.
But my dear, I long for the nights where I will receive an out-of-context text from you at 2 am only because of the timezone difference.
My hands sweating for no real reason.
I guess I really am trying to tell you I love you.
But I'm always to cutesy about it.
Always saying "love ya!" in a text, but I want to say it as though it means so much that the universe will get my words straight to you.
I've never loved anyone more than I love music or God, but I want to come close to that sometime soon.
I don't need a single day to go by without you knowing that you are so beautiful.
And people love it so much they almost hate it.
It is that genuine.
I'm sorry I can't always think of you and remember that I am also a living, breathing person.
I forget myself far too often in the presence of so many good people.
Or I guess...
People who are too good to have me in their life sometimes.
You're probably asleep right now.
Now who's up at 2am?
Ahaa....
I'll just be here.
I love you too much to wake you up.
So just sleep a while.
I'll see you soon.
Or at least I hope so.
Oh!
I almost forgot to say this...
In case you forgot.
I love you.
sleep a while.