Something I hold onto
To help me let it go
Something that changes
To keep the status quo
Fuzzy lines and pointed questions
They get the worst of me
Maybe to forget what I remember
I need the memory
Color drains and drips from your face
Skies turn to grey and say “I’m sorry”
And as the rain falls it’s a sure thing
The lightning overhead lights up around me
Knees bent and face to the ground
What was I running from?
Don’t need to understand to believe
What else to do when He says “Come”?
Don’t hold your breath
Expectations always fail
What we thought we knew
Was anything but true in the end of the tale
We’re all searching for life
When it’s right here in Him
So many miss the mark
When it’s right there; it’s Him
Answers need questioning
We solved the mysteries before
Before the world opened wider
Afraid to step through the door
The things that are easiest to say
Are hardest to do
The things we do so easily
Are hardest to say.
Blast from the past, emotional rant
January 26, 2013