Ive put it off as long as i could....
going back to the ex's for awhile~
something i dont want to do but know i really should.

He is going to expect me to do certain things.....
but i wont want to do....
i may have to give in once a week but i will be thinking of YOU!!

Im gonna have to save up some money to be able to leave as soon as i can...
*** this is not where i want to be and he isnt gonna be my man.

as long as he's sober ..he is ok..
as i can usually get my way..

i just know that he is NOT the one for me....
just hope i can find the one that is to be.