When I only get to taste
The feeling of you
In my dreams

But now, I can hardly sleep

I can't see you
In person
And
In dreamland

No one will blame you
When I'm lost
When I'm miserable
When I'm gone

Even though
I had given them a piece of me
It wouldn't compare
to how I gave my whole to you

I let them
Do what they want

Now, I'm getting
Less
Less
Less
Worthy for you

I
Miss
You
So
Bad
It
Hurts

I know what it feels
To be precious
Yet left in the dark
Where no one can see you

A significant thing
Yet no one is proud of it

This phase
surely
is changing me
To be much worst
of who I am

I didn't do any changes
I just let myself
Be stuck
In this darkness
Even though I can stand and
Turn on the light
I still didn't

So I'll just sit here
Embracing the darkness
Alone
My choice
It's my choice

If she
Asks you
And
Calms you down
especially
On rainy days
When
Your mood changes

I still daydream
especially on those days
like the time we first met after almost two years
like the time we spent sharing what we feel
like the time we spent competing and arguing
like the those times we spent together

And it haunts me
everytime when I think about
all the plans that we didn't do
all the promises I wasn't able to keep
all the hugs and kisses I didn't give
all the things I wasn't able to do, for you

I dream of them
And some of them gave me nightmares
It is painful
So much
That I'm craving for it
Either those things to happen again
Or
For this pain to get worse and worse
Until there is really nothing left of me