If anybody should be angry at the other its me,
angry at myself for the shame,
no need to point a finger or hide behind it,
not willing to call myself a failer
but i know i have failed.
Too ashamed to let everyone see me weeping,
not even myself from that mirror reflecting my loss back at me.
I was too proud,
believed in myself,
knew i was going to make it,
but no i failed,
and all it has done is to bring back my losses from the past.
To ashame to let the world see me,
i have locked myself away,
i cant even walk out of the house,
it feels like the whole world knows my loss.
but now all my confidence has been washed away into the drain.
I am mostly ashamed for i failed to make my Mama proud.
— The End —