In the darkest night,
I watch as my blood drips from my veins.
I cannot make you stay.
As I lay here in my bed,
Memories of your hurtful words echo in my head.

You said you're sorry,
But the chances of me believing you,
Are like you someday owning your own new Ferrari.

I've tried so hard to forget.
All the things you have done that you say you regret .

So many lies,
I wish I could get up the strength to say goodbye.

I've tried to forgive,
But everyday I have to relive.
Relive the past,
When you said our relationship would never last.
Relive you abandoning me.
I just want to be free.
Free from the memories,
So I can sleep in ease.
Free from the scarring tears,
I feel like I haven't been happy in years .
Free from the flashbacks ,
Of every time you walked out and left.

You have damaged me greater than any.
Does anyone have a fresh heart they could lend me?

You've put me through hell,
And I'm surprised you can't tell ,
That when you argue with me I no longer yell.

I've given up a long time ago,
And if you'd pay attention ,
You'd already know.
But for some reason its still hard to let go.