Bitter bitter
Blues and hues
Too bright for me

Crisp crisp black
Truly shows my lack
Of life I live

I wish I was strong enough
To let the red flow
Down my skull

Restless restless
Endless drought
Orange sand burns

Grays all ive known
Sure I've grown
Into a darker shade

I'm done trying to play
If God exists he's been telling
I just never wanted to listen

This is my existence
No pinks or purples
Just melancholy gray

But hey it's okay
I'll keep sinking life away
It's just another useless day

None of this is real
I can't really deal
Maybe if I bleed I'll feel

I cry inside
I bleed inside
But I'm dead outside

If God exists
Please tell me why
You never let me die

I've prayed for it
Almost nightly
It's too unsightly

I miss my mom
as she gets older
I grow even colder

When will this all end
I can't ******* pretend
I have a shred of yellow

Let me Bellow
To the skies
All my cries

Nothings there
Everyones abandoned me
Maybe this is hell

I only know misery