you made me guilty
for the things  I don't know

you made me liable
for such things in my absence


you even may not care
what might happen to me

in you i'm a torn
in which you really heated most

yet , you never understand
despite of this, I care for ~you...

even though it is so very hard
and expect nothing in return

i ask myself  quite sometimes
what would i get of heating you


when I burn and sick just because of you
you would even not buy me medicine


when I become burn and behalf~dead
you might not present in my burial


and when I lost myself  just because of you
you might not even care for me more

so, I ask myself for many times and days....
and wholeheartedly  learned it so.....

of heating  someone like you that heated me so
what would this all about  in my present be


of  doing the same things like you do
what would be the good I could get too

~now that I know the truth
peace be with you  

and sorry if you won't stop thinking  of me
and sorry if i'm not what you expected me ~ to be me just for your sake.