but he makes my heart race,

i don't love him,

But he knows what to say,

i don't love him,

and he knows me well enough,

i don't love him,

and he doesn't lie to me,

i n't love him,

but i need him,

and i need his touch,

but i know i will never have it,

never,

because he is that sort of guy,

he will never love me,

the way i need,

or want,

but i don't love him,

yet i want him soo bad,

but this isn't love,

i know what love is,

this isn't love.

Open
Ears
Shut
Fears
Downed
Drowned
In years
Of tears
I've never
Known

Like today-

i'm gonna make them boys build me castle made of pure innocence.
i'm gonna watch them build it and suffer under the weight of the pressure.
the pressure to be perfect.
all the time.
build the castle,
it's gotta be perfect.
because it it's not i swear...

i'm gonna sit in the castle and stare at the wall in front of me while they gossip and tell what not to do.
don't stare.
no.

i'm gonna sit in the castle and day dream about the but's and the what if's and everything in-between.
don't do that.
no.

i'm gonna sit in the throne,
i'm gonna kept my pretty mouth shut.
i'm gonna let them talk all they want.
i'm gonna be the stone cold queen the wanted.

and order some popcorn,
with some pepsi.

let's go to the movies,
and sit on the middle of somewhere at the back.

let's go to the movies,
and throw popcorn at each other and pretend to be mad.

let's go to the movies,
and hold hands.

let's go to the movies,
and whispers cheesy pick up lines to each other in the dark.

let's go to the movies,
and see what happens.

you give me goosebumps,
when we talk,
you make me feel alive,
all the time,
i think of you,
i can't help it,
but think of what you are doing right now,
the thoughts make my heart race,
i want you to be happy,
i promise,
i will give you happiness,
my happiness,
as along as you're happy.

I loved you
you hated me
I loved you
you couldn't stand me

my blind eyes couldn't see
who you were
you revealed yourself to me
I didn't know who you were

I loved you
you didn't see me
I loved you
but it was you and me
not us