Ｉ ｋｎｏｗ ｉｍ ｎｏｔ ｓｐｅｃｉａｌ
ｊｕｓｔ ｏｎｅ ｍｏｒｅ ｇｉｒｌ
ｗｈｏｓｅ ｏｂｓｅｓｓｅｄ ｗｉｔｈ ｈｅｒ ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ
ａｂｏｕｔ ｂｏｙ ｗｈｏ ｄｏｅｓｎ＇ｔ ｃａｒｅ

ｂｕｔ ｅｍｏｔｉｏｎｓ ａｒｅ ｋｅｅｐｉｎｇ ａｌｌ ｏｆ ｕｓ ａｌｉｖｅ
ｉｔ ｄｉｆｆｅｒｓ ｔｏ ｗｈｉｃｈ ｅｍｏｔｉｏｎｓ ｗｅ ｗａｎｔ ｔｏ ｈｏｌｄ ｏｎ
ｉｍ ｎｏｔ ａｓｈａｍｅｄ，

ａｄｄｉｃｔｅｄ ｔｏ ｙｏｕ － ｈｕｒｔｆｕｌ ｍｅｍｏｒｉｅｓ－ ｓｗｅｅｔ ｅｍｏｔｉｏｎｓ－
ａｎｄ ｏｆ ｃｏｕｒｓｅ， ｉｎ ｔｈｅ ｅｎｄ， ａｄｄｉｃｔｅｄ ｔｏ ｔｈｅ ＰＡＳＴ

ｓｏｍｅ ｏｆ ｕｓ ａｒｅ ｄｒｏｗｎｉｎｇ ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ ｉｎ ａｌｃｏｈｏｌ
ｂｕｔ ｉｍ ｄｒｏｗｎｉｎｇ ｍｙｓｅｌｆ ｉｎ ｍｅｍｏｒｉｅｓ
ｗｈａｔ ｉｓ ｗｏｒｓｅ － ｙｏｕ ｄｅｃｉｄｅ
ｂｕｔ ｉｍ ｏｂｓｅｓｓｅｄ ｏｖｅｒ ｔｈｅ ｐａｓｔ ａｎｄ ｆｕｔｕｒｅ ｃａｎ＇ｔ ｃｈａｎｇｅ ｔｈａｔ！

i know im positive
loving smiles and fun people
but somewhere inside of me
is a cold-hearted witch
whos dying to turn every smile into pain

don't worry im keeping her tamed
but for all of the things you do, there's
  a sacrifice to make
so my positivity is costing me much


every smile brings me pain
but i have to ... smile
cause that's ... me
or am ... i

eventually flowers wither and becomes ugly
sooner or later stories ends

like our downfall was inevitable
love and affection disappears