The faces behind the masks tell,
The biggest lies.
Living fake life's needing attention.
Always having to prove they know
Everything better than you.
When it's your time to shine they
Steal your light.
Kicking you back into the shadows.
Because know if you look better than
Them they won't like it.
Watching them sitting catching rust.
Each day goes up in a puff of smoke.
Yet I am always judged on everything.

Each tick of the clock gets louder.
Needed to get your face out of my head.
Tested and tormented every time.
The infatuated thoughts fill my head.

Why do you keep doing this to me?.
Bring me to my knees just for fun.
My pain is your thrill and you love it.
Sleep brings me no peace.

Tossing and turning.
Some things should never be rekindled.
Some love needs to die.
Why can't you just let these feelings die.

Your an infatuation.
Your the torment I am sick of feeling.
This maybe a game of chess.
But I am done playing.

Just go and forget me forever.
Don't look for me in someone else.

Don't waste time its to short and to precious.
Don't think just do it.
Don't ignore your heart just listen to it.
Don't think about tomorrow.

Have fun everyday.
Laugh until it hurts and tears fall.
Tell someone you love them.
Do that thing you keep putting off.

Don't get caught in stupid fights.
Don't grow up to fast.
Stay young for as long as you can.
Don't grow old.

Inside I am a screaming angry mess.
Always turning the other cheek.
Walking away from arguments.
Never reacting to what people say.
Counting to ten until the anger passes.
Writing poems to keep my mind busy.
Why do I never let my anger go?.
Why do i never say what's on my mind.
Why I do i spare other peoples feelings,
When they never spare mines?.
Am i too nice or I am a door matt?.

Now you are in heaven and we are worlds apart.

Do you miss me like I miss you?.
Do you wish we could meet one last time?.
Do you miss moments we shared?.
Do you miss the places we went?.
Do miss the summer days we had by the beach?.

It's been two years since you since you past away but the pain still hurts.

It doesn't matter if
I am sleeping or awake.
Lost in thoughts or day dreams.
I still dream of you.

I sat amongst the tree's walking from
Dream to dream, finding you in each one.
Wondering what is it that makes me love you.

Why do I always return to your arms in dreams and fantasies?.

Even now as I am alone in the woods my  mind is flooded with thoughts of you. Am I a slave to you and your love?.

Your body haunts my dreams.
Each word touches me so deeply.
Brought to be my knees by your smile.

Stolen dreams and Engulfed in a burn
Desire all started by you.

It's time to end the suffering.
It's time to say this is not right.
I don't know if there was ever
An American dream.

Every black life matters.
See pass colour because
Our blood is all the same.

Untwist your mind open your
Eyes and look at the hate that's
Festering like a cancer.

Another black life is taken but
He will not die in vain.
Your skin colour should never
Be a death Warren.

Is this making America great again?.
You can call it by another name
****** is still ******.

Our minds meet our hearts throb.
Giving into desires burning flames
Your hands on my hips your warm
Whisper that Lingers in my ear
I am lost in this forbidden moment
Naked minds our souls entwine
Each touch fills me with euphoria
Drowining in your eyes
you the lick the deepest parts that
You know so well fireworks are
Bursting in my mind my body
Offers its self to you as if you where a
Greek god going with the flow twitching
Hips shaking bodies I can feel it coming
My back archs and I howl to the moon
The moment is gone and I am left wearing
Nothing but the smile you gave me

Everyone hurts everyone crys.
Sometimes it's hard to smile.
There's good days and bad days.
But don't forget it's okay not to
Be okay everyone struggles.

Don't tell anyone but....
But I can't not hold back the gates
Of my heart any longer.
His sweet honey voice calls to me.

The war within rages like a forest fire.
His sparkling blue eyes.
The roundness of hips lured me
Into another world.

My racing heartbeat shook my core.
Stealing the breathe from my lips.
He calls me into the midnight darkness
To dance.

I can't work out how he does it
But every road taken leads me to him.

Every time I see you its hard not to smile. my heart races reaching speeds no car could ever match.

You asked me what I was I thinking about it. Some questions are best lift not answered.

You make me feel like a love sick teenager that, would do anything to get you to notice me.

In my dreams I have kissed you a thousand times. Feeling your soft hands touching every part of my body.

Every I time see you I fall in love with you all over again.

Read me a fairy tale.
Fake news.
Show me a magazine
Fake news.

Us against them.
Race wars reborn.
Rich vs poor.
The same tiered lying stories
The news says we would love to hear from you.
#youdon'tcarewhatwethink.
#turnthefakenewsoff.

While the magazines tells me I am not a princess and I no model either. Page upon page of your not good enough.
#youtocanlooklikeme
#youhavetobuythis.

I never knew the brain dead would rise killing free thought. So I burnt the magazines and turned off the news.

He stormed into my life changing everything.
A desire burns deep with in my heart.
Tiered of fighting feelings that can't be beaten.
There is nothing that i wouldn't do for him.
He is the sun in my blue sky.
He is the moon in my night sky.
He is the sun light in my hair.
He is the smile on my lips.
I love him more than he will ever know.
His beauty is every where I go.
I would do anything just to see him smile.
I would travel the world and bring him back beautiful things.
He stole my heart.
He stole my love.
Now these eyes seen nothing but him.
My mind body and soul are his.

He couldn't see just how much she loved him.
He couldn't see the beautiful thing they had was dying day by day.
He couldn't see the bottle of jack was killing him slowly.
He couldn't see his wife's heart breaking piece by piece.
He couldn't see the tears she cried.

He didn't want to get help.
He didn't want to let the bottle of jack go.
He didn't hear her leave with the unborn baby in her belly.
He didn't see what he had until it was gone.

Writing by candle light walking
In a garden of shadows,
Living for the darkness,
Playing his temptress,
The heated touches,
The caress of his lips against mine,
Dices rolled lines crossed,
The roundness of his hips,
The deep honey coated tone of his voice.
Had me pulling his head back just
to steal a kiss.
He makes me forget about the
World outside.

The unforgettable wild stare in his eyes
The tenderness in his raspy voice,
His slow lingering touch melts my core
The caress of his lips on my neck,
The rising heat consumes me
He knows he has me right where he wants me,
Pushed on to the bed.
Lying naked before his wicked his smile,
One last look taken,
One last touch felt,
One last kiss tasted,
He left me lying on the bed in a heated mess.

Shatter hearts that can't be mended.
Drowning in a sea of pain heart ache and sorrow.
No life boat.
No life jacket.
No help comes.
Sinking faster and faster.
Loneliness creeps in.
Crying tears that never get seen.
Screaming loud but no one hears.
Longing for someone hold me tight.
Hoping for a better tomorrow that never comes.
I have nothing apart from hope to hold on to.

The flames of hate have taken over everything. Poisoned minds taught to hate anything that allows people to live free. Innocent life's cut shorts families shattered.

Not safe any were.
Can't love who you want to love.
No solutions to the problems.
Nothing is getting better things seem to be getting worse.

Can't trust the news channels.
Governments don't know what to do anymore. They want us to believe it is all sun shine lolly pops and rainbows.

Let's stand shoulder to shoulder no matter where you are in the world. Let's send message that can't be ignored.

Hope over fear
Good over evil
Light over darkness.
We stand together
Hate can never win

Her words still linger in my head.
Now she is being the great pretender.
Its all mellow smiles and happy moods until the last puff is taken.

It's hard to forget when someone says
I want to **** myself everyday.
Now today they are full of a high but
It is not on life.

She tells me the **** helps.
But I fear it is doing more damage
Than good.
Because life's problems are put on
Hold.

Then the bone crushing fall to reality
With a bang happens.
We find out selfs back to the start
A over again.

I can help but wonder.
Am I the bad guy for saying this
Running away does not fix things?.
Am I the bad guy for saying covering
Your ears causes more harm than good.

Day by day as minds become wasted
The more drug dealers win.

Two hungry souls collide under a black satan sky.
One kiss turns to a forbidden moment.  a long slow linger touch.
He made her feel alive.
His venmon in her veins.
Pulling her close stealing the air
From her lips,
Setting her free feeling each move she made.
Her body tingled consume by desires
Hungry flame.
Each deep ****** had her begging for more of him.
He knew how to push her buttons.
He how to waken her emotions.
He knew how to make her cry.
Unzipping her inner core he touched her deeper than any man ever could.
Fingers in her hair he reminded her he reminded her how it felt to be alive.

Wear a super glue smile.
Takes these magic pills
Snap out of it
Your just acting it now
Push your way through the pain
This didn't happen in my day
Fit into society's mould
Crying is weak get a grip
Pull your self together
Keep your head down
This is not how women act
Your too loud
Your too quiet
I am putting another pointless post
On Facebook so you need to wait
And they wonder why I don't open up to anyone