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Star Girl Jun 2014
i seem to speak my mind when i write poetry
i wouldn't venture to consider them 'poems'
they are more of a snippet from my mind
all of the wondrous and terrible thoughts
that i withhold in this
bursting mind of mine

my mind is a terrible place, i wouldn't visit willingly
i withhold nightmares of my past and
nightmares i know are destined to be
my future
i create vivid dreams and scenarios of my fantasy world
which i live in

my mind wanders to and from my habits,
both cheap and expensive
but who am i to tell you what my mind is
for after all, it is a place you will never see

how lucky for you
Star Girl Jun 2014
"It's been three days, longer than I've ever gone."
Lies

I give in again and again because I think that
somewhere
deep down,
I don't want to be normal

I want this disorder, I want
all of it and I want it
forever

But
what if it takes my
forever

away?
Star Girl Jun 2014
I try so hard to be better but
I can't seem to break the
vicious cycle that
wraps me up, reels me in, and
uses me
again.
Star Girl Apr 2014
Renaissance
Rebirth
Regeneration
Renew

A fresh start, a new beginning

*Recovery
Star Girl Apr 2014
Whenever I see the sun beams break through the clouds and falling through my window, I think of love and happiness. I think of a picnic far away in a sunflower field that never seems to end. I imagine the feeling of running down a three-leaf clover lined path, that flourishes with the best of luck and never ends. I miss swinging on a tire swing during weather like this, as I did in my childhood. My mind digs for memories and people that I miss and love. I want them back, but I am not sad. The sun brings life into my dark room, bouncing off my walls and reflecting off of mirrors and glass surfaces. The sun, I have learned, brings happiness in its purest essence to all those who let it perforate them. Sunshine is a gift, a very happy gift. I wish I could capture this beautiful day and this beautiful sun in a mason jar. I would keep it forever; whenever things seemed most certainly dark, or the sun never seemed to shine, I would grab my jar of sunshine and allow it to thrive through me and make me happy. Beautiful days like this make me feel truly happy.
Star Girl Apr 2014
I love when you smile; your face loosens up, and your eyes glitter with happiness. They look that way when you see me. I feel so blessed to be able to see that I bring you joy and life. Your body is my fortress, I find comfort and safety in the haven of your caress. I couldn't imagine a world without you pulling me in by my hips and holding me close and strong, as if I were the last flower in the world and you were protecting it from the harsh elements of the outside world. Your laugh, it rings with such a zest for life, a zest for me and all I have to give you. I could give you the world; however, what truly matters is that I give you all of me, and you give me all of you. Love is all I ask for; I wish to give and receive love, a never ending cycle. I want the cycle to be that of a waterfall, as its falls replenish and recycle water a thousandfold, though never ceasing in it's majestic beauty. I want love that never dies. I want to keep you, all of you, for as long as my heart continues to beat and beat and
*beat into yours.
free verse
Star Girl Apr 2014
Bubble wrap
the mishaps
As if they never happened
you have no idea what you're like
Let go, jump in
what're you waiting for?
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