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CA Teaspoon Oct 2018
I'm nothing.
Not sure about why I am this way,
Not sure why I don't change
Maybe is because I know I'm nothing
And nothing can't be changed

I'm air
What you can't see, but what you can feel it
I wish I could be something else
Something useful
Something that people can say it's worth it
But I'm nothing
I'm nothing

And maybe, just maybe
Nothing it's going to end tonight.
CA Teaspoon Jul 2018
Blp
I have borderline personality,
I can be sad and happy,
I can feel the sad and happy of the days,
I'm always mad
I'm always bored
I'm just so empty
All the time

I have anxiety
I feel like dying every day
I wish everything could just disappear

I'm just illness and pain
I'm just sickness and destruction

I have borderline personality
I have anxiety
I have pain
I no longer have a life to live
CA Teaspoon Jul 2018
Everything is cold out here. Everything is white out here.
I can no longer feel my hands, I can no longer feel my eyes.

Everything is getting worse than I thought, everything is getting colder than I thought.

I can not feel my toes, I can not feel my arms, everything is falling apart from my body,

I'm not longer a human,
I'm not longer a human,

I am getting colder,

I'm not longer a human,
Just a breath, just a breath, just a breath.

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