If I could quit you
If I could resist
If the truth did not ring true
If the pain did not persist
If the sun were to fail to shine
If I didn't live for dreams of rain
If they didn't drip-dry into this heart of mine
If I didn't weave them into and between every refrain
If I lost myself and I couldn't remember why
If I could ignore that you're not here, holding my hand
If I could picture your picture and refuse to cry
If I wasn't on my knees, if I was able to stand
If there was a drug to take to make me forget
If it erased longing, and sorrow, and pain, and regret
If I could simply eat it and you'd disappear
If I could just drink it and drift off, free of fear
If I pretended to want these things to come true
I would only be lying to myself, trying to spare you
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