How mouthwatering is it
To feel our lips meshing
To each other
Stroking your strong, manly chests
My hands on your unshaven black beard
Smelling your woodsy scent
How you send me into a seamless
And tremendous trance
Being all up on me
And I don’t want to push you away

Life happened to me

As I listened to etudes
And read philosophy

As I smoked
A few cigarettes m
And ate a lot of rice

As my beard turned grey and
my hair had to be dyed black

As my love matured
and i matured with it

And
I let it happen to me

i dreamt of you last night.
i thought it was real,
thought you were real.
but i know youll never want me.
stupid little dreams.