You put this idea in my head that love exist, I was all good before meeting you. I did not care that love did not exist and hen you persuade me that this kind of love exist that it’s possible and that the world look better with love.

You sold me this unconditional love that sound so perfect and so beautiful. I felt like in one of those film. I felt wanted and love and useful and beautiful.

Then came back the reality i jumped out of this beautiful film and you sent me to the horror movie.

At the end I was right it’s jsut the idea of love that exist not the love itself. People sold it to manipulate other and that makes them feel better about themselves so some time and what about the other.

You know In my kind of love we don’t insult each other.

There is no Happy love story.
Come one look around you and show me one, one love story that is happy ever after.

We got sold this idea of the charming prince, the beautiful princess and this huge castle.

Seriously ? I am just ****** at love.

I would rather regret the things I have done rather than the one I have not done.

In few years the things we would remember are the crazy one we have done, the one for which we makes our heart beat and our hands sweat.

Quit your job, fall in love, take the next plane, join me, leave me, be happy, cry, make mistakes, live, laugh, travel.  

Do what you like and don’t regret anything.

being alone

Apparently you have to look where you mind is going when you wander — that’s the way you know where you heart is.

Where is yours ?

Because mine is all there !

Do we need to fall in love madly ?

I am always questioning love and the couple as it has been sold to me.
And as weird as it seems : it’s totally not one of my goals.

How can I trust the world and the idea of love if I don’t even see what’s being a couple means.
I heard it’s holding hands at the sunset, laughing until sunrise and drinking to get blind.
This who sounds beautiful for most of the people sounds painful for me.

The sun rise every morning in a different way and set every evening with different colors it looks beautiful but what if it’s jsut the look what if the red colors are the symbol of fire, of anger, of unhappy feelings ?

I saw so many of those “couples” and they always seems not to get enough.
I want magic, no lies, only laugh, no battle, no drama ... apparently it’s too much to ask.
I would like someone to hold my hands traveling the world, raising kids who can understand that seeing the positive way of life is always the best option. Is there anyone in this world who just want to go that way ?

Until then I am here, I am waiting, I know you find me.