they are your subjects
following you blindly
and raising no objects
yet you don’t treat them kindly

I’ve heard the things you say
and I’ve listened to the way you laugh
I’m sorry to drop your silver tray
but I’m done handing you this trash

no more will I feed you
no more will I dress you
no more will I enable you
no more will I sit beneath you

you may be their queen
but you’ll never be mine
bask in that pleasant dream
it’ll be over in no time

j’ai rêvé tu et moi nous sommes embrasses
c’était merveilleux et surréaliste
j’ai réveillée et j’ai trouvé c’est faux
et maintenant, je suis…perdue

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i dreamt you and i kissed
it was marvelous and surreal
i woke up and i found it's false
and now, i am... lost

tell me that i am the one
the one you want
tell me that you are done
chasing after her

speak it into existence
it's you and me
speak to my persistence
i have waited this long

i want you
that is nothing new

why don't you feel the same
i can't comprehend
what about me
is making you pend

you make my heart flutter
and my knees weak
all of the clichés
that i can think

i've never known love
before you

I
Need
Deeper
Entities
Penetrating
Entryways in my body
Namely
Due because
Everyone
Needs
Calm
Energy

yearning
over
utilization

destruction
or
negativity
tonight

can­
anyone
read
everything

today, tomorrow, it all blurs
one day i will escape this world
all i can see is nothing more
than an entirely empty bore

i wish to see something bigger
i hope to change my views
i wish i was less bitter
and i hope you hear the news

today, tomorrow, it all blurs
i will soon be out of this world
all i can see is nothing more
hear my sad little roar

Every day is the same
And every day I wait
I keep playing this game
And I’ve met my mate

It was all so simple
Came too naturally
But I cared too little
And now I’m stuck

Do I even love it here
Would I have been better off home
And my one true fear
Is that I feel so alone