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 Apr 2015 Shylah S
Creep
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 Apr 2015 Shylah S
Creep
If I close my eyes long enough
I can pretend you're right next to me
And everything is alright.
:)
Lies are beautiful, no?

The only exception
By paramore
 Apr 2015 Shylah S
Nico fuentes
I wonder if you miss me?
As much as i miss you.
I wonder if your chest aches?
As much as mine does
When all i want is you.
Yes it's true
I'm crazy girl
Crazy in love with you
 Apr 2015 Shylah S
Beth Decisions
This mental pain is so intense.
Its driving me insane.
I'm losing all control.
Falling back into old crutches.
It's everything I can do to keep distracted from it all.
Yet everytime I allow myself to think for just one second.
All the pain swarms back.
It hurts so much I can't help but scream.
The mental pain is agonizing.
It cripples me.
All I can do is cry and shake uncontrollably.
This pain is killing me.
It hurts so much I can literally feel it through my entire body.
I hide it the best I can.
But as soon as I'm alone all I can do is scream and hope nobody hears me.
Written: February 2, 2015
 Apr 2015 Shylah S
l i z a
maybe
 Apr 2015 Shylah S
l i z a
maybe in another life the chances will be different
I see you’re affected, your loved ones indifferent
you came to mind the other day, what would you even say
maybe things that came were final fate
maybe you knew well when was your due date
you figured it be better to go now, than to meet God late
when you couldn’t take it anymore, the longer you had to wait

I’m sorry we weren’t there when you needed it bad
you’re leaving now, don’t know when you’ll come back
we’ll find our way to you, I’ll promise you that
there’s no use in pleading when you’re already packed

they say we go in peace when we die on our own
I heard we as human beings only die alone
what’s the point of life if say we suffer the most
from having lost loves we wish we had known

how to save a life, is there even time
when a life is on the line and we can’t put other things aside
everything on demand, can we have a second to unwind
our loved one has passed on, leaving us behind

maybe in another life, the circumstances will be different
I see you’re affected, your loved ones are missing
you came to mind the other day, what would you even say
if only if only; it didn’t have to end this way.
 Apr 2015 Shylah S
Beth Decisions
Everytime I go to write about the things that are hurting me the most...
I just end up crying hysterically
Written: February 2, 2015
 Apr 2015 Shylah S
Ravenlimit
Drip. Drip. Drip.
Rain is normally a tranquility.
Yet, today my insomnia is taking over me.
I close my eyes..
Drip. Drip. Drip..
Wide open again.
Torment
Another night of sleep taken from me.
I begin to slip back into sleep.
Drip.
Lighting up Jamaican incense.
Thinking about nothingness.  
I swear the rain is bringing out the affliction, bringing out the pain.
I stay awake thinking about you.
Wishing you could feel my pain.
Thoughts driving me insane.*
I can't sleep.
I love the rain, but tonight my insomnia is taking over me.
No longer able to sleep.
I run outside letting the rain drench all over me.
Oh how I love the rain.
Thank you again, Insomnia, my dear friend.
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