Shmabby

Oct 2014

ohjamie

Well
baby, it’s
hard to forget
the look on your face
when you leaned in for that
first kiss because it was the last thing
I was expecting. We were not romantic,
and I had such a naive heart. I kissed
back because your hands told me
that you were untouchable.
That was when I learned
that my heart enjoyed
being just as cold
as yours.
♡

given the chance, I would have fallen in love with you

#love #sad #depression #lust #romance #romantic #***

Oct 2014

eccedentesiast

His Love

I desperately search the crowd looking for his face

the face that makes my heart race faster than anything before

I find him before he finds her

before his love for her is expressed on his face

That’s the best part for me

to see that there’s someone who can adore another such as he does

The fact that he spends his time looking at her

memorizing each detail and absorbing
it

He’s still in love with her despite all the hard years

and the way he loves her made me fall in love with him.

Oct 2014

ratgirl

Untitled

I want your ******* stupid sense of humour
making me laugh at 5am
When I have to be up at six.

Oct 2014

Phobial

Untitled

You don't know it
no one does
but I still think about you.
I don't know if the amount of time
I spend thinking about you
is even healthy or not.
But ****, if it isn't,
bring on the disease.
Because even if we both know it's not right,
I'd take on anything
Just to have the opportunity
to catch your gaze
when you pass by every morning.

Oct 2014

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Nostalgia

I would like to sit in an open field with you and scream at the top of our lungs
until ever word that's ever knotted in my throat comes pouring out of my mouth and dripping from my lips like blood
I would like to scream for every plea for help you've ever held inside and cry for every tear your heart refuses to release
Scream with me until we've clinched our fists so tight that every blood vessel made of nightmares untold will burst into a pool of secrets
Until our bones are wrapped in layers of nostalgic thoughts
and my spine coated in leaves closer to death than I believe I am
Though blood may be the poison watching each word fall from your heart immerses my soul like crimson relief