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S P Silver-Blade May 2017
A broken house with the shutters torn  
Once a heart full of love, once a world full of stories
I call hello, hello, but no one seems to be home.

You said you were there from the start, when I was born
But you kept your pill bottles, cigarettes, and daily glories.
A broken house with the shutters torn.

The thought of loosing you sticks in my heart like a thorn.
But the hello's I call are thrown into empty quarries.
I call hello, hello, but no one seems to be home.

Like a cycle of memories I am constantly unborn.
A life full of tears, hope, dreams, all turned into miseries.
A broken house with the shutters torn. Imagery

The grass and trees are now dead and now they mourn.
Every sound echoes, in a place that was once a noisy place empties.
I call hello, hello, but no one seems to be home.

You were once my whole life, but now an unborn smile is covered with a scorn.
Love bathed in blood leaving many ripped arteries.  
A broken house with the shutters torn.
I call hello, hello, but no one seems to be home.
S P Silver-Blade Jun 2018
Sometimes I thought I stood alone to wander
Through difficult paths I would walk asunder.
Sometimes I wondered if you really did care
And if you had feelings at the time that seemed so rare.
But now when I look back I see that you tried
You lifted me up and stood by my side
You were there when I would cry
You would bring me joy and wipe my eye.

And now in this room I solemnly stand
And wonder how my life got so bland
You fought by my side
but through my trials I left with pride
And now I wonder why did I grow up?
When I often chose the hard way and the bitter cup
Oh how I want to be a child again
Playful, Joyful, youthful, and where innocence had once been.

You walked me through my path
showed me the better half
and now that you're gone I wish I just had 5 minutes to spare
I would show How much I care
you've helped me with the person i have become
and now my legacy has just begun
S P Silver-Blade Apr 2019
I have a past...but I don't live there anymore.
From what I know there is much more for me in store.
When I looked back I saw a world of memories, dreams, and pain
A broken record, a big ugly stain.
But now I look back and see that everything that happened
to that little girl so long ago who has awakened,
Has become the stronger version of her
And even though it might just be a blur
I'm not broken,
or forgotten.
For I am who I am
Not who you think I am.
Not who you want me to be
I am me
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
I am the person you walk past in the hall.
The person who sees everything
but yet no one sees at all.
I am a nameless face in the endless sea of people.
I see your tears-your fears
and the worst of the worsts the trauma
the heat...a nightmere that haunts you for years.
This is a world of hate and death.
But if you look around I'm there to help
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
Lighting stroke within our minds
when we firt met
I knew arms were ment for holding
And hugs werer for love.
But you can't be mine-you won't be mine
We're in two different universes across reality
Our minds are different
But our hearts want the same thing.
But fate won't let the puzzle snap.
Love against fate, fate killed the *fool
and the too *sheltered. I love you
I want you...but fate won't break.
#Star Crossed lovers.
S P Silver-Blade Sep 2017
I am for a world of equality
I am for a person who needs a shoulder to lean on
I am for the hardworking who never get noticed
The people who stay up late at night
To be around to be ready and focused
Because the world around us wants to drift place to place with ease
Without any work, hard work,
Late sleepless nights to do what they pleases.

I am for those who feel like they don’t have a place in this world the ones who don’t feel heard
The ones who are judged for
Being a nerd
Their looks, their fears
So I am here for you
For you to know that you should stay
Stay in the world that needs you
More than ever
You may not know,
You may not see
Just stay to see who are
Truly supposed to be.
#Staylivethroughthis
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
You see a person who is worthless
dead
heartless
I see a person who has potential
a person who is alive
and yet blissful.
You see a person who is just another person
in the world
I see a person who is my world
Honey, life is full of scars, tears, heartbreaks
its time to see who you really are to me.
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
"She's was a world full of color!"
"A world full of hope"
"A light that lights the world" They all say.
No...they are all wrong.
I'm a reflection
people taking me for who I want to be
...the outside. The person who I constanly show.
Yes, I laugh...I sing
Lets see what the new days will bring.
"She's a Savior."
"A life inside of a poem."
"A light through ages that never blinks."
No...I'm not...I'm a death wish.
A blank face to the rest of the world.
"She's was a world full of color!"
"A world full of hope."
"A light that lights the world" They all say.
"She's a Savior."
"A life inside of a poem."
"A light through ages that never blinks."
No this is wrong. This is not me.
Not the true me
#true me #Hope
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
That didn't go the way I planned.
#messed that up.
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
Life death and sorrow is all that remains.
Who am I to you?
A nameless person behind a mask.
I laugh. I sing. I cry.
Hoping to see what the new days will pry.
When I get home I take off the mask
A ****** mess-an impossible task.
You say you want to see who I truly am.
Well I'm a person who is left in a crowd
naturally unseen, captivated in some concealed
prison.
I'm not sure you want to see
the person who is inside me
The person who wants to hurt you
by hurting me.
What am I? You may ask.
A demon, a death wish.
Now which do you really like?
Myself or the mask
For ten years I have been struggling with depression.
I felt as if I couldn't survive...I couldn't get out of bed.
This is a window to my mortal pain.
S P Silver-Blade Apr 2018
Diversity is what sets us apart
in blood,
not in soul
or in the Humans Heart
So lets be bold
Lets be strong
Lets be humane
Diversity is a long thread
that weaves and braids the human domain
As we stand together or stand alone
The fact that we can change the unthinkable
always remains
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
This is me now
a candle in the wind that won't blow out.
This is me now
a glass window that won't shatter into pieces.
a friend to all
a demon slowly becoming mortal
This is me now a six year old girl
coming out of the dark.
You can't scare me anymore...
I'm alive...I am brave
I won't shatter under your control
I am strong I am brave.
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
You live...you laugh...you smile
It's always there but you don't see it
You live...you laugh...you smile
I'm the world that has left you for years
A world full of misery and woe
...and possibly hell.
I've hidden through these walls you walked all
these years but haven't remembered
Cause of the several glimpses that are blurred
I am the world that wants you back it traps
The world that wants you to forget who you truly are
you are nothing
you have nothing
I'm a lie that can cunningly deceive
I am your world...and your untold past.
#hell #trauma #pain #thereishope
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
We're all different colors
people
minds
hearts.
But we are the same
spirit/love
kind
and world
so why do we treat each other so differently?
We're a world with people crying.
We're a world with people hurting.
Do we stop and ask ourselves...is it worth it.
Is it worth the time
energy
seconds...
to break someones heart
mind
and world.
We see inside our little box almost daily.
Why don't we try to see others the way we
want to be seen.
We're different in mind, hearts, and speech
and thats what makes us beautiful
Be a person that smiles at another because you want them to live the best life that they can. Treat others the way we all want to be treated.
S P Silver-Blade May 2017
I am a girl who walks around blindly
A girl, a person who doesn't know her future
You tie me down, You cut me to the core
to a meaningless future.
And like glass I shatter.
My world is fragile
My heart is stone.
And my heart once encrusted in jewels
lays tarnished-broken on mortal ground.
Why would you hurt a good heart?
Why would you throw me away like I was nothing.
I was bold. I was fierce.
But to the rest of the world I was a candle about
to go out.
#Look at me now
S P Silver-Blade Feb 2018
I dream about the days worth waiting for
I dream about the days where I can sit and know who I am
I dream about the world around me
we're all different
colors
people
heights
we all have different
fears
hopes
dreams
and things that brings us to tears
I dream about the day where you as a person
will know who you are supposed to
be
S P Silver-Blade Feb 2018
I am the type of girl who would love to travel the world
and live life for what it is worth
but I'm stuck in a body that wants to sleep all day
cry myself to sleep, but why?
who knows its been this way since birth

I live in a world where clear skies
are clear gray
and peopel recgonize me as just anonether passerby
and the person I'm trying to be is what the say is
going astray

the world has shut me out
closed its door
shut me down from freedom
like its another thing to ignore
              BUT-
because I am the type of girl who loves movies
loves her friends
the people around her far and near
that persuade her to dance in the rain
be who she truly  is
love the odds for who they are
Is why I decided to stay here
S P Silver-Blade Feb 2018
who are you when I'm not around
through blank empty spaces
and when you're nowhere to be found
I've watched you grow up and learn
from the point of where you were little
and the point of no return
you are some I hope to see glimmer in the unseen darkness
a shadow to the world but a hope in the light
with your dreams you hope to compress
I listen
I wait
I hope
Your dreams and miseries are not what they seem

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