The love that I knew, I wish I still had.
My soul is lost searching for feelings that are glad.
My heart was strong and beating anew.
I wish right now I was with you.

Oh, the strides of my soles so tired and weary. I remember the days so young and cheery. Love was anew and my heart did glow. It was the only thing I wanted to know.

Today looking back my heart is now cold, the one I love hurt me so bold.

I'm only a road of rocks that are broken, the one that's treaded along unspoken.

The path could be made to be so smooth, if only his crass heart would move.

Not a smile
Not even a glance.
Do I even exist?
I don't know anymore...
I guess in all
The chaos
I just...forgot to be
I forgot
What it's like
To exist.
I want to be real again.
I want to be
Their screams and laughter
Echo 'round me
Piercing my eardrums
Ebbing like an unseen ocean
Quiet
Loud
Quiet
Loud
But alone I sit
At my own table
The memory of how to live
Gradually slipping like water
From my cold
Dead
Fingers
It's all gone.
I can't remember...
I can't remember!
People I once knew
Places I went
All gone
Like stars.
Also like stars
I am here-I know I am-but no one
Can
See
Me.
All the time I watch them live
But all the time
I don't exist
I want to be here
In the existence I can only brush
with my ghostly pale fingers
But never truly touch
Because now
In this sick reality,
That's all I really am:
A ghost.