Where can i find my peace of mind
Only to know it's lost in the sands of time
Looking for something just a small clue

Where i go i just don't know
Trying to hide my self destruction
As my life declines into nothing

With feelings of disparity
And self engaged rage
I only get the best of myself

Looking for something new
No longer wanting to be blue
Changing my life is all i can do

I never knew how the roses you grew
the myna flapped again broken wings
soils thirsted for touch of you
longed for your gift of saplings!

I never knew the depth of your eyes
reaching to the densest of bush
I only snapped the mating butterflies
the day end’s scurrying mongoose!

I never knew what hidden key
was in you to unlock the door
to be in a world yours only
with a sky for limitless soar!

I would never know why said you
when at dusk I pointed afar
*your eyes and my eyes together make two
please never show me a lone star!

The milk hits the water
with an explosion of hues
and i can't help but notice that
that is how I feel around you
The milk and the tea battled for dominance
and of course the tea won
but the milk still existed within the tea
no matter how much it tried to run

I'm outside your window
Singing to you
And I hope that you know
My words are true

A song to be sung
That may crack your sealed heart
I know we're still young
But I've known from the start
That our love was too tough to fall apart

So I sit outside your window
Throwing stones at the moon
And I'm hoping you'll know
That I need you back, soon
So I may sing my happy tune

And I'll wait forever
And ever
And even longer than that

I just need you in my life
I really need you back
My whole mind is spinning
Off the track
Feels like a heart attack

Please, let me sing my song once more
I'll be waiting right outside your door