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𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2018
J.
It started, didn't stop, still continuing
Never have thought that you're different.
Why do you need to leave so early?
I hate how you make me feel bad
Seeing you every time, but not seeing you closely,
That pretty back of yours, who could deny that
You're one of them?
I hate you so much. I hate you to the point,
Where the stars hate the sun, though they need it, they want it
I need you? No, I want you but I can't want you.
I can't like you. I can't see you.
I can't look at you the way I want to look at you.
I hate you, and I want to forget you, but ****
Seeing you, is like galaxies beneath my eyes.
You sparkle, you shine,
But, you're millions far.
How can I reach you? If you're not reachable?
To: J
𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2018
M.
I never thought
That a flash of light can be slower
Than my emotions exploding
Like a supernova in the galaxy.
Someone did hurt me
And why am i not hurting enough?
The grasses spoke like
A human consoling a person
Will you be my grass?
Beneath the flowers that i do not
Own; well why do i even deserve you?
This question isnt that important at all
Do you even know me?
I think not
I think you dont even care
And i dont have any reason to complain
For im just a mere person
Trying to get your attention
But not enough.
To: M
𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2018
Out of this world I suppose
The thing I wanted
The thing I craved
Is nothing beneath the surface

Should I really be here?
People whispering
People gathering
People hardworking
Just to achieve something they...
Thought they need

Are we really in this world just to play along?
When I was a kid, all I thought was
Everything we step on
The grass, the ground, even the mud outside
Was all part of a big playground
Where we are tested
Looked upon, and judged

Others always ask,
"How can I be truly happy?"
Which is I second the motion
Things, foods, places
People always find the way to achieve that kind of feeling
Even when it takes to let themselves be lost

Can I ask,
How can we truly end this?
All this suffering, sadness, unknowingness
Without getting depressed on how will we do it?

The solution?
Out of this world, I suppose
𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2018
Walong letrang nagsisimula
Sa isang pahina ng libro
Kung saan lahat ng nagawa ay nakasulat

Walong letrang sumisimbolo
Sa masasakit at masasayang alaalang
Iyong ibinigay,
Binitawan na parang isang kinusot na papel
Sa malawak na dagat na itim

Pilit na sumusuko
Pilit na umiiwas
Ngunit wala nang nagawa
Kundi hayaan na lang

Pasensya?
Pang-ilang beses na bang nabanggit
Pang-ilang beses na bang sinambit
Katagang ayaw marinig
Ng dalawang pandinig,
Na pilit inaalala, ang mga katagang
Nalalayo sa salitang pasensya

Hindi ka ba nagsasawa?
Ilang beses na bang kailangang marinig
Pasensyang hindi totoo
Pasensyang hindi galing sa puso
Pasensyang pinilit lang

Pwede bang ako naman?
Pwede bang ako naman ang hindi makinig?
Pwede bang ako naman ang humingi ng pasensya
At hingiin na sana'y tapusin na
𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2018
Madaming daan
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Madaming pagpipilian
Hindi alam kung bakit nag-aalangan
Sa kung anong dapat puntahan

Kaliwa?
Kanan?
Diretso?
Atras?

May mga pagpipilian pero hindi malaman
Tutuloy ba?
Titigil ba?
Susundin ba ang puso?
O ang nararapat?
𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2018
Sisimulan ko ito
Sa kung paano ko tinapos ang lahat
Sisimulan ko ito
Sa kung paano nawasak
Ang isang inakala kong buo, ngunit basag
𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2018
Simulan nating magbilang
Simula isa hanggang walo

Simulan nating bilangin ang bawat patak ng ulan
Kung saan tayo masayang nagtatawanan
At hindi pa nababahiran ng kahit anong
Sakit at pagdududa

Simulan nating bilangin ang mga bituin sa itaas
Kumikinang, nagbibigay liwanag
Sa mga mata **** nanlalabo na
At alam nang hindi na kayang ituloy pa

Simulan nating bilangin ang bawat pahina
Ng isang kwadernong punong puno
Ng masasayang alaala,
Ngunit isa na lang masakit na nakaraan

Simulan nating bilangin kung ilang beses tayong
Naging tayo, simula nang magtapat kang
Ako'y iyong gusto

Simulan nating... kailangan pa ba nating simulan?
Masisimulan ba ang mga bagay na alam ****, magtatapos naman?
Masisimulan ba ang mga bagay, kahit hindi ka sigurado,
Ay alam **** hindi naman tatagal?

Simulan nating itanong,
Bakit ako?
Bakit hindi na lang iba ang sinaktan mo?
Bakit hindi na lang yung isang babaeng umiinom ng kape sa gilid
O kaya'y nagbabasa ng libro sa kabila.
Bakit ako?

"Mahal kita."
Hindi naman talaga sa pagbibilang nagsimula ang lahat
Hindi naman sa numero, o sa ulan, o sa bituin

Dalawang salita...
Dalawang salita lang at nagsimula na ang lahat
Dalawang salita kung saan ang ako at ikaw ay naging tayo
Dalawang salita kung saan natapos din ang lahat

Simulan ulit natin,

Simulan natin, sa kung ilang kataga ang sinabi mo
Nang ika'y umalis
Simulan natin sa dalawang salitang sinabi mo sa kanya
Habang ako'y hindi nagbibigay ng atensyon
Simulan natin, sa kung paano natapos
Ang nabuong ikaw at ako.

Simulan natin, hanggang dito na lang.
Rotate the number eight, 90 degrees. What would you see?
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