Imagine waking up one day and you could have anything you wanted , Family , friends, boyfriend or girlfriend. Just everything you could ever want then one day your friends aren't your friends anymore , your family doesn't talk to you anymore and the boy or girl you thought loved you  tells you he/she never had any feelings for you that they only talked to you because they felt sorry for you. You think you're all alone , no friends no family , no love just alone in a cold hearted world thinking a razor is home and the cuts are the momeories of what meant the world to you then one day you loose it and you're gone.

Once you love someone
it's either real or just a big lie.
feelings just don't go away in a flash
your heart belongs to that person
they mean everything to you
even if they break your heart into pieces
they will always have your heart
it will always be real to you
if they don't love you back
it'll hurt more then anything else in the world
but still you find a reason to love them
even if someone else comes along and sweeps
you off your feet
you still find a reason to love the person
even if it kills you

I walked the waters of time, I've seen many things, heard many things, did many things. I wish once, I wished twice, I failed and I failed again, I once loved but never again, I hated and I was punished for it, I was curious but only in my mind how do you know when your life Is almost over, or when your life takes an unexpected turn, when in life do you make a difference, when your dead or alive, when its your last moment to live or your first, how do you comprehend the love of others, the love of your loved ones, the love of your haters, tell me when is life easier to handle than death, when is life worse than death, worse than life itself, and then death again . when will love be more than life, than life itself, when will the hatred stop and turn into love, but what who would we be without hatred, at the same time who are we, what is our title, our name, our description
who are we really

Happiness is a sham
A hopeless case of dream
And fulfillment
That will never happen
Anger the self riotous  mind is
Gullible for
It falls for it like a mouse in a mouse
Trap
Sadness the weak minded
The helpless me you
Us
We all
Help
Its a cry
A message
A message of danger
      
       Words they all mean something it just takes a certain somebody to explain them

My life is changing taking turns I don't want it to turn
You flip me upside down
I'm blind
You said you hated me
You never wanted to see me again
My life is a speed bump always taking the fall
My soul is torn to pieces
Unable to pick them up I cry
I scream
I
I
I fall
My mind went berserk
Just snapped
It fell apart
I'm confused
Shaken

Death
Blood
Pain
Love
Happyness
Death
Blood
Pain
Love
Happyness
Death
Blood
Pain
Love
Happyness
This is the order
This is a new beginning
DEATH
BLOOD
PAIN
LOVE
HAPPYNESS
these are the words
A new beginning
DEATH
BLOOD
PAIN
LOVE
HAPPYNESS
DEATH
DEATH
DEATH

GOODBYE


SAVE ME



SOMEBODY

We want things, we ask for things, we love things, we hate things, we cherish things, I love you, you love me it's the same thing but so different it's so simple but yet complicated the world round me round you round, I have pain I see your pain you have pain you see my pain, I love you you love me it means the same thing but doesn't it's simple but complicated