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Smudged Ink  Jun 2016
loveme
Smudged Ink Jun 2016
can anybody love me
would anybody care
if i die alone and empty
without someone there
is there somebody out there
who will love me to the end
love me more than just a friend
so can anybody love me
after all that i have done
will all my flaws and faults
im still hoping that you're there
so if anybody hears this
this is my final prayer
i pray that God will send you to me
before i run out of air
so if anybody loves me
will you speak up now
because im running low on faith
that there's somebody out there
Lillie Marie  Feb 2012
Loveme
Lillie Marie Feb 2012
You can be a thousand miles away
Be right next to me
But I still will feel alone
Wishing I could breathe

You boy have left me breathless
You've made my legs give way
You havent even left me yet
but i still want you to stay

I dont care how hard itd be
or how far things may become
I just want to be your girl
baby let me have your love
left over  a limp prodigy that is ****** half to death the cold marker is pulsing white and burning red on his skin bent down boring black antlers into a dichotomous spirit pulling out the entrails with a fanatic regret he laughs so hard when he is leaving and the other side shakes his head, where are you going ***** you are still the biggest part of this, other says the angel you are reeving barks when u pass through its hands  is that the message u want to send when you fall out of heaven are those the words that you would speak quietly floating past Cerberus just save your penny hell is empty just crawl into a ******* hole let your forever in dirt endure moonlight  and transform you into bones this forest is empty and pigment lures the ghosts broken headlights are the bobbing lanterns that your memories impose translucent ax lips biting on shoulders kept bleeding for more did you leave a mark on them too when you ****** out their souls? am i just a human fixture in the black hole of your home? would u miss me if i dissolved and left u my warmth?  
i dont trust the way that u wear your eyes holding everything i know is feeling behind what you claim to nevermind ur lying i know ur ******* lying every person breathing has something to hide u say u loveme and need me u said you’d never lie  u promised that u meant it when i told you I wanna die
i dont understand prosperity/functionality/practicality/
pragmatic asides
i dont understand what you could gain from absorbing a ***** preaching purity shaking hands with a convent of flies i ******* hate u preternaturally u are the unbirth of it all i never meant a word that i said i am empty rolling my eyes here waiting to watch u dissolve
Michael Helmick Mar 2018
Here I sit crying looking at my life to contemplate all the wrongs that I’ve done to the one that I loved for fear of losing her it’s too hard to bear my life has been turned upside down for fear of drowning my heart is broken  and it’s no one‘s fault but my own fear trusting. Fully loving my fault my body is drained my mind is insane tired of hiding tired of playing games just want her to share the same just want My partner in crime to be there till the end of time loveMe no matter what even if it means killing me in the end

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