iT Haunts Me
Gives Me Nightmares
iHate iT
Why Me? iDont Find iT Fair
Then iT Reminds Me
Its because iTook The Dare
Cause iTried iT
iLiked iT, Loved iT
1Hit? iGot High And
They Call iT Lit. iGot
Addicted.
4 Years iN This Snorting Smoking Shooting This Clear
Dope ****. Went to rehab didn't
Help.  iDidnt Want iT
Didn't Ask For it, all i seeked for was to take a hit.

Hi..how it's going
imiss you,imiss your presence
loneliness,slowly devouring me
Imiss texting ya
imiss everything about ya


Ya have an ugly day?
I will tell you something beautiful.
;MERLIN:3

i hope ya doin well
i ain't feeling well
when im not talking to ya I swear
colder than a Christmas weather

I need ya tonight
I need you everyday
Indeed your smile
I need your love

Im missing you like crazy
imiss the butterfly in my stomach kinda feeling
im just here waiting tho
looking up in the ceiling
While thinking
Our happy times that I can't let go

your my waifu
Your my boo
Im happier than before when i'm talking with you
Your the reason
I didn't hang my self
Ididnt regret smile for about a minute

You changed me
i feel that I'm reborn
But I'm still missingyou tho

i want to be seen
i want to be appreciated and loved
i feel like i have so much to give
i feel like i have so much beauty gto give
i feel i have so much spirit

i want to love myself
i want to be loved
i want to feel love
i want to feel love
i want to feel love
i don't want to be invisible
i don't want to be buried
i don't want to be bruised
i don't want to be pushed away
i don't want to be thrown away
i don't want to be stepped on
i don't want to be scarred
i don't want to be unloved

i don't want to be trapped here
i want to be in his arms
and i don't want to share him
i don't want to
iwant to give him my love i want hislove
i don't wanna be sad idont wanna feel this
idont wanna cause stress i didnt mean to be a burden
i didnt mean toi didnt mean to hurt anyone
ididnt mean to be here im sorry
i dont know why im crying i dont know why im fighting
i dont know anymore i just dont know im trying to think im trying to feel
im trying to get over it im trying to let go im trying to be me

why am i here cryingagain
whyam ihere in this pain again
ive triedsohard to keep thisaway
ive tried so hard to keep it away
im trying so hard to be good
im trying to be lovable imtryingto be a kindperson
i just want acacia to be loved i want acaciato love
i wnat acacia to be in his arms i want acacia to love him and i want acacia to
be special to him i want acacia to be his favorite i want acacia to be his only
i want acacia to outshine them all for him because im his angel no one else is
i want to be  special i want this month to be over
i want to be there i wish i could deal with this sudden pain why did this happen to me why did this come why did this happen why am i down again what about me im not a bad person i promise im trying im not being bad i promise im not trying to hurt anyone i promise i just want to scream i just want to scream so loud so loud