I always believed,
That if you believed,
Anything could happen.
So I always told myself,
"She'll get better."
And I began to believe.
But then you go worse,
And my belif turned to doubt,
And my doubts into realization,
"She'll never sober up."
Popping pills,
Drinking ***** by the bottle,
Throwing me into walls,
Your boyfriends doing unapeakable things.
You wasted away,
As I pushed you out of my life.
I waited and waited for things to get better,
Until that awful fight.
Plates smashing,
And Bottles thrown,
Words spoken,
Slamming doors.
And then the coroner,
Two days later.
I knew,
Before the words were out of his mouth.
You never got better.
You gave up, not even staying the same.
And here I am,
Left to take the blame.