Ice-cold Orange juice
with a teaspoon of
Brown sugar
sipped with my
Red-matte lips
under the
Yellowish-tuscan sun

Thinking of those
Little White lies
tossed with
a Grey stone
sunken deepdown
the Blue lagoon
lost in a
Blackhole

Purple thoughts
Pink-positive thinking
with a Green tea
on the side
Hoping for a slight chance
of Rainbow after
this storm

My head is a fortress of sinful desire
Berated that others are the same as me
I wish they were cool, just I on fire
But we all crave genitalia, violence, greed
They say man is good, deepdown so saintly
But I've known the truth, and i think you do too
A holy being in robes and halo just aint me
But I've just been trying to fit in with all of you

I fell in love with a girl, the most precious creature god has ever created, the purest soul the wold has never seen, she was perfect but i wasn't. I had so much love to give because i was hating myself. She was like the food, depression like the dog and i was the one feeding it every single day, but this time the dog bit the hand of the feeder. I was so tired of dreaming with her, thinking of her or even ******* talking her, but not because she wasn´t woth it , just because I knew I wasn't. I was so in love with her but deepdown I knew that I can not be with her because i would be a load to her. People says living with depression is hard, but falling in love depressed is even worst