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Scarlet Preysler Jul 2015
When I was growing up I always thought of doing great things. I've always dreamed of touching people's lives. I want to be remembered, not in a selfish kind of way I just want to do something out of the ordinary something that will make this world a better place.
Scarlet Preysler Jul 2015
I'm always craving for words
Spending a lot of time reading
But I was never satisfied.

Maybe because it wasn't enough
Or maybe, because I've never found the words that can describe how badly I am right now.
I've anguished quite a lot
From the torments inflicted unto me by this life
Though I might seem fine in their eyes
Believe me, I never was

I have endured all of this
'Cause I believe that solution will come to me piece by piece
Yet with each passing day I become less and less hopeful
Because as every day ends, my life becomes a bit blur and no longer colorful

But even if that's the case
I still have to maintain my stance
Because the only outcome of quitting this fight
Is losing the battle at night
Now I need to summon courage and strength
So I can win this battle
And see the light at the end of the tunnel
I cannot move
Unable to break free
From these chains that I am bound
I thought they are the ones who tied me
But the truth is I was the one who caused this difficulty

In every second, I feel stuck
In every minute, I feel f*cked up
In every hour, I feel sorry and
In every day, I just want to be happy

It feels like being stuck in a pit
Unable to do anything but scream or just sit
I want to climb up the ladder and get out
But there's always something that drags me down
Scarlet Preysler Jul 2015
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She is empty
A lost soul
Finding meaning and purpose to this **** world

She's almost close into breaking down
She just holds it for a little longer
But eventually, she will
Scarlet Preysler Jul 2015
Seeing you with her
I felt nothing

Seeing you happy with her
I became *nothing
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